sHinGybLoGy

2007-06-01T14:51:00.000+08:00

1, 2 may
hmmx..
didn't went sch ..
coz i went hm in the morning!!
not having any rest at all!..
omg..
my dark circless...

3 may
todae's my long distance so-called couz wedding..
ahahax..
oso my dad return to sg..
hohoho..
so excited eh..
i actually went to sch wit wad i'm wearing to the wedding dinner..
it's so paiseh can..
it's like so formal la..
lolx..
after sch.. faster go to make my hairdo n makeup..
lucky i've make reservations 3 daes b4..
hmmx..
mom's there too!!..
she bought me a new dress!!
it's so lovely!!
it matches my necklace too..
heex..
after all tt..
we hurried our way down to the wedding dinner..
aww..
the couple look awesome!!
perfect match eh..
aww..
we had a luxury sumptous wedding meal in marina mandarin..
i'm so happy for the couple neh..
they r still so loving after such a long run relationship.. n now finally tied a knot..
hope they'll have a blessful marriage.. n happy always.. hee =D

4 may
hmmx..
went to sch for phy..
then eng..
then phy again..
zz..
damm tiring..
i think i'm always tired.. lol..
after tt went to have a short shopping wit jasmine ..
b4 i meet up wit my girls to club momo!!
it's gonna b fun.. aww.. it's been awhile since i catchup wit them..
love them lots!!! muackxx <3

5 may
we had a great nite out ytd!!!..
lolx.. went hm abt 5am+?
ya.. mom's still in bed..
weird.. but good too la..
if not kena welcomed home by her nagging again..
haax.. it's saturday todae..
dun need to work!!.. coz i've quit oredi.. rmb eh?!..
lolx.. can have my long beauty sleep le..
goshhhh... !!! finally...

6 may
hmmx.. todae's my outing wit co n cam!!..
hahax.. went ard jp shop shop..
we really bought alot of thingy..
as for me.. i've bought 7 clothes.. n 2 bags!!..
after tt we went to the pasar malam nearby to get some snacks..
hahax.. happy happy..
long time din spent till my hearts content le..

7 may
hmmx..
went to co's hse ytd..
therefore reached hm late too..
n therefore slp very late too!!..
lolx...
n therefore no energy to wake up too..
batteries flat..
hahax..
it's our 1 week break b4 exam starts..

8 may
same as above..
=X..
boring..

9 may
stupid me..
waste $ to take cab down to sch..
nobody bothers too..
zz..
late for chem eh..
but.. it's ok de..
so after chem..
went to plaza sing.. to look for gifts for mothers' day..
zz.. walk up n down.. nth please me eh..
so went to orchardpoint shopshop..
hmmx.. the clothes there nice..!!
think i'll buy my clothes there some other times..
hmmx.. went to isetan scotts to my ex workplace to return the uniform n stuff..
hmmx.. kinda miss the working days there..
had some new staff there..
lolx..
wait for leong to knock off n have our supper!!..
so long din have supper tgt le lor..
went to xin wang again..
hahax.. our old usual place..
hmmx.. think i've give the chalet a missed..
coz i'm so tired after shop for the whole dae..

10, 11, 12 may
hm sweet hm..
staying at home n pack my room!!..

13 may
ok.. it's mothers' day todae!!
i duno y..
early in the morning kena scold by mom for no reason..
i'm getting pissed off by her eh..
i've planned everything for tt day but it's now called off..
all thanks to her for her sickening attitude..
zz.. can't be bother abt her..
i've stay in my room the whole dae..
hahax.. it's better than facing her..
zz.. ok.. nitefalls so quickly..
after having my dinner in my room..
con't wit my games.. till abt 1am+?
zz.. quarrel wit mom again mann..
zz.. can't she juz shut up.. zz..
i'm damm pissed off..
i've turned a deaf ear to her..
i wth who noes tt when i bang the door b4 my shower the knot is locked inside..
only till i finish my shower b4 going to bed.. i realised i can't open my door!!..
hell..
i'm freezing cold..
my mom can't be bothered too..
zz.. n poor me.. spent my nitex in the living room..
sobx..

14 may
ok..
i've tried the whole damm day trying to open the door in all sorts of methods n ways..
but it seems all gone to waste..
zz..
fed up by it..
i went back to slp..
until abt 7pm?.. dad came back hm..
n help mi wit the door thingy..
within juz a few mins.. THE DOOR'S OPEN!!
.. stunned!.. shld have asked for his help earlier on..
zz.. uncle came to help too..
hahax.. thankx thankx..
lucky i have no paper todae..
coz it's the exam week starting todae!!!..

15 may
9.30-11.30am maths p 1
11.30-2pm had lunch wit lynn at Asian Kitchen @citylink..
hehex.. nice food there.. should go n try ya..
we had pork dumpling..
prawn fried rice..
seafood kailan mushroom..
ice blended dragon fruit..
n avocado snow..
lol..
hmmx.. headed back to sch again.. for our nxt paper!!
2-3.30pm SS!!
n after tt..
i juz noe tt we have chem practical on tt dae too..
4.30-6pm..
zz..
dun feel like going..
mentally not prepared.. lolx.. but zz.. aiya.. juz go.. won't die too mahh..
after tt..
wit lynn go SHOPPING!!
lolx..
we went to The Cathay.. walk around the building..
at 1st wanna watch movie de.. but it'll b quite late after our movie..
so.. nxt time nah ya.. hmmx.. saw the big head doll..
lolx.. it's running u noe..
n it look down from the side of the mall..
omg.. i couldn't imaging wad if it fall....down?..
lol!!.. i kept laughing mahh.. sot le..
then take some pic there.. since the lightning's so nice eh.. lolx..
hmm.. went to douby gaught x-change after tt..
actually going home la..
but the katong laksa caught my sight..
omg.. it's tempting me to eat it..
aww.. i failed the temptation..
we bought a bowl n share it..
yum yum..
i wan more!!.. but couldn't coz some gastric problem..
can't really take such an exciting meal.. lolx!!..
home sweet home..

16 may
9.30-10.45am.. phy/chem..
aww.. i've missed tt.. i waked up abt 11+
lolx.. damm myself k..
therefore go for the 2nd then.. which is 2-3.30pm.. geo..
catch a cab down lor.. zz.. heartache..
then i'm late again!!!.. zz.. wad am i doing!!..
went to isetan scotts to collect my pay.. hahax..
n juz nice.. they r having private sales..
bought another 3 new clothes.. i love it!!
omg.. everywhere's my fav..
after tt.. went to far east to meet up my frens!
my ex colleages..
omg.. we bought alot of accessories..
n gotta my red pointed shoe!!..
i like it alot!!..
after tt.. we went to pacific plaza..
wanna do some waxing de..
but the staff gone for her break..
had to wait for abt 30mins b4 she return back..
therefore we give it a miss then..
after tt we go our separate ways..
i'm back to jp..
went to find jermin..
n buy eu yan sang for nic!!..it's heavy man..
nic!! see i so good.. hahax..
where's my treat!!?

17 may
ok.. din went for both eng paper..
n toopid me still take a cab down.. zz..
went to dome nearby n have my brkfst!!..
damm hungry can..
lolx.. so waited for my gang finish their paper..
i'm like doing exercise.. walking up n down..
i think the sercurity thinks i'm suspicious for some terroists attck.. lolx..
ok.. after my gang come down le.. we went to bugis junction ..
er.. n then arcade..!!
wth..
we still have another paper to go.. n we are going to arcade..
zz.. my paper bag handle broken mahh..
zz.. so some time had wasted finding for nice bags to contain tat eu yan sang stuff..!!
zz..it's raining outside too!!!..
n n n ... in the end.. we left less than 30mins for our physics paper..
lolx.. power hor..
wit lynn go for our shopping spree!!.. wearing my fav red shoe.. lol
zz.. abit headache eh.. think coz lack of slp..
met co n cam when we went in into a shop!!!..
so qiao eh..
then later going co's hse too.. her mom cook dinner mahh..
zz.. then some misunderstanding here n there de..
my apology ya.. dued to my hp faulty.. =(

18 may
zz..
ytd kena rain..
todae sick liao..
so weak.. -.-
had a bad flu..
therefore nv go for maths p2!

19 may
hm.. ahhhh chOOoOOO!!

20 may
hmmx.. go shopping wit mom!!..
bought alot of stuff neh.. hee..
gotta new clothes again!!
bags!!
acessories!!
hehe.. n after our dinner..
went to co's hse to return her shoe..
n off i go to meet my fren!!..

21, 22 may
hmm having holidae break!!.. till 25 june!
lolx.. washed my 8 black clothing!!
i was stunned too.. didn't noe tt i have so many black clothing..zz
juz bought wad i like n phew..! ta da!
learn how to iron clothes too..
coz i din always do a good job for it..
hmmx.. not bad neh.. as least no chao ta.. lol!

23 may
LADIES NITEX!! @ DXO
went wit my ex colleauges..
fun fun!
noe a few guy..
er.. but.. i'm not interested eh..
coz u noe.. not safe ya..
they kept treating us drink mahh.. zzz..
then i kept going to toilet too.. to avoid them u see..
to me they were like wolves hunting for sheep eh..?
lolx..

24 may
hmmx.. stay @ hm..
dun need to go sch too..
heex.. went hm 3am+ tis morning..
coz the girls have work tml!!..
lolx.. lucky me eh..
aww.. i miss him..

25 may
last paper for the exam..
mcq!.. 9.30 to 10.30am..
im late for 25 mins!
means i'm still left with 35mins..
lolx..
but there's somebody later than mi lor!!..
lolx..
hmmx.. after the paper..
with lynn went to novena sq for our pepper lunch!!..
then to my interview.. zz.. the ppl there.. kinda unfriendly eh..
aww.. couldn't make it for movie neh.. coz i had to go off at 6pm..
therefore we spent the time shopping!..
bought my scarf!.. still short of one sunglass..sobx..
went to sq 2 which is next to novena pt..
zz.. the place there kinda complicated de eh..
bought a new pair of shoe too.. coz the high heel were like killing my leg..
hmmx.. after buying some products from skinfood..
realised the time is going to 7pm!!!
omg.. i'm late to cgm..
rush down by train then by cab..
zz.. then who noes.. the meeting starts at 8pm mahh..
im one of the earliest who arrived wan lor..
zz..
waste $ in travelling in cab again..
zz..
it's suat eng n shiqi's bdae todae!!..
suat is officially 21! the key year ya..
n shiqi officially 18!! the clubbin year..
lolx!..
we got into a 7 seater mercedes!!..
hahax.. tt bring us to jurong west for our zi cha supper!!..
tab was like kept having video on us mahh.. dotx..
our future movie producer..

26 may
eng oral todae..
nv go..
forgot the timing too..
zz..
slack at home..

27 may
slacking at hm

28 may
happy bdae co!
hahax.. all turning 18 le wor..

29 may
went jp..
billing stuff..
collect my contact lens too..
n my hp too..
to amore for my package stuff..
zz.. kinda wanna terminate my package leh..
coz i feel like kena cheated in signing up the programme.. =\
visited sooyah siyin n yanling todae!!
sooyah n mom not at hm mah..
when visit yin .. still nt back from sch neh.. lol.. omg..
went to yanling's hse with xuan..
at least got 1 is at hm de..
lolx.. really miss them lots lots.. abt 2 months plus din see each other le..
wow.. yanling's so xin fu now wor.. hahax..
after tt.. yin's back from sch!..
so the 3 of us.. chit chit chat chat..
lolx.. stay till ard 12mn+..
took a cab hm .. n to my lala land.. lol..

30 may
went to amore.. spent abt 4 hrs there?
have my facial n spa ..
woot!!
feel so great after tt..
lolx..

31 may
went to visit sooyah's hse again..
lolx.. happy happy!!!..
she's the one tt always help mi out during my o's..
a big thankx to u ya..
she nv turn her back to me..
neither do she gives mi trouble..
a understanding gal.. =D
hmmx..
went for emerge after tt..
meet up wit xiu..
hmmx..
n tis 2 girls infront of us is damm weird..
they came for free concert!!..
during the whole praise n worship..
they were sitting down.. toking..
ya juz the 2 of them.. they were not from any of the cg neither the frens of cg..
zzz.. tat's so disrespect of them can!.. i feel like standing up n give them a good lecture..
but i'm being stop..
zz.. until those superstars.. diya n darren appear.. that 2 girls actually alive?..
omg.. wad the world has become..
it's so ridiculous..
i'm so upset wit tis.. something shld have done to this!! but i juz let it passed...?
omg!! break thru break thru.. wisdom wisdom..
so fast 5 mths has passed.. coming to half a yr soon..
where's my result??.. sobzz..

2007-05-01T19:43:00.000+08:00

1 april
hmmx..
mom return back to sg todae..
n how good i am..
i actually went to ktv instead of staying at home for my mom's arrival..
lolx..
during the ktv session..
i'm really amused by huiling.. my colleages in tcc..
coz she's like those quiet quiet type..
but she sings ROCK song eh!..
omg..
a thunder applause for her..
oh ya! todae's also miss hilda toh WEDDING DAY!!!
wish her have a blissful marriage wor..

2 april
hmmx.. dued to last nite thingy..
i'm too tired to wake up..
i slept at 5am?
lolx..
zz.. mom being pissed off..
opps =X

3 april
as usual..
tuesdae eh..
i only go for lab lesson..
lolx..
duno y..
but i enjoy doing experiment!!..
n my classmates noes it for sure..
lolx!!..
they are observances ppl..
so dun try anything funny under their survillence..
happy bdae to sy2.. lolx..
siyin n sooyah!!!

4 april
ok.. wednesdae..
i'll skip sch for sure..
juz 1 boring lesson for the dae..
n i need to travel for abt 1hr+ fr bl to cityhall for juz tt 1hr30mins lesson!!
ridiculous can..
but no pain no gain u see..
but have work tt dae.. 3.30 to 9pm!!!!!!
zz..
i'm getting tired of tt job..
tat boutique is so stingy to train new skill to staff..
zz.. damm..

5 april
lolx.. juz went to sch for the last lesson of the dae..
nic n jo clb my bdae for me.. aww touched..
we went to forbidden city so called Indochine? for some liqeur..
we went in to the coldlest spot in sg.. n have our vodlka shot..n wearing the coat provided..
lolx.. im so cold till i kept running in n out of the place.. lolx..
ok after tt.. we went outside.. n have their in-house platter..
yum yum..n also have a drink called 'Tender Loving Care'..
recommend by nic.. he really noe alot of tis thingy eh..
coz the drink is not even included in the menu..
n when i'm having some rest there..
the guys having fun with their flaming lamborgini drinks.. lolx
i'm abit tipsy after tt.. i can't liqeuer de..
lolx.. or izzit too stuffy inside..?
so we gotta into the water taxi ride to get some fresh air..
after tt we went to a place called Hooters..
jo told mi tat hooters means girls with big bust or bum?
lolx.. had my bdae cake there..
the girls there very nice of them.. they sanged mi bdae song in different languages..
n everyone was looking over at our place mahh..
make mi feel like digging a hole n hide inside.. lol
n also my 1st time trying live oyster!!
eww.. being forced by nic! arbish!!
we took pics wit the hooters too..
all being treated by nic!!..
aww.. thanks a million ya..
im so touched can..
after tt we sit by the river side having some chit chat..
n also waiting the clock to strike 12 n i'll b officially 18!!
then can go in MOS
lol.. but i can't wait u see..
so nic n me tried to see if the check ic person let me in not..
suprisingly she let me in.. coz it's juz a few mins to 12..
hahax.. so excited neh.. stepping to a place tat has restriction of aged..
so we go around exploring the place..
hahax.. it's so smokey inside..
i think i'll get choked after some time..
lolx..
I HAD A GREAT DAY TODAE!!
THANKS GUYS!

6 april
hahax.. it's my bdae todae n i'm being nagged by my mom..
she's unhappy wit me coz of ytd stuff?..
came hm late without telling her?..
zzz.. even after explaining won't help..
wad to do..
so i'll juz disappeared for the day clbting my bdae wit my GIRLSSS!!
lolx..

7 april
omg.. 18 le! 18 le!
i'm feeling so old now..
it's like u got to take responsiblity in wadeva u do le..
not like those kids.. childish.. ignorance.. naive..

8 april
hmmx.. working closing shift..
with iven kenny n zul..
hmmx.. fun fun!!

9, 10 april
nv go sch..
not becoz of tired or sick..
juz feel like staying at home..

11 april
for the very 1st time went to the wed class..
ya.. tat toopid 1 lesson for the day..
went hm..
coz forgot to take my uniform out..
so go back hm n changed..
from bl to orchard.. -.-
damm tiring..
always travel far distances..
zzz..

12 april
surprisingly..
i went for lesson todae..
hahax..

13 april
hmmx..
sot back again todae..
juz went for the last lesson..
english..
zz.. had games?..
can't really rmbed..zz..

14 april
hmmx.. meet up wit jo n nic for movie!!
i'm late.. super duper late..
mom brought me to johor..
for her fren's daughter wedding duno wad thingy..
zz.. tat's y i'm late late late.. zz..
aww.. my apology k..
went to collect my pay n have our meal at isetan scotts japanese restaurant..
hmmx.. nt bad la the food there..
but poor nic spotted hair thingy in his chawamisu.. steamed egg..
lolx.. the waitress were like frighten off of wad's happening.. haha..
n nic's were like having his lame fun there eh?..
lol.. as usual they won't fail to bully me..
tat see no evil.. hear no evil.. speak no devil signal la..
zz.. ok.. after tt.. headed our way for our movie!.. turistas..
m18 okay.. hahax..
i can watch le!
so excited for it.. 1st time watching rated m18 movie mahh..
but.. they didn't check yr ic wan lor..
fortunely for jo.. if not he'll b out of bound inside.. lol..
hmmx.. after movie..
were headless in our direction le..went to cine
duno wad to do eh..
n so nic suggest to his fren's party..
headed our way down..
hahax.. i've gotta heat up 1st in a new place..
we dance we drink..
n i'm drunk!!
got carry out in a princess in prince's arms style..
lolx.. i didn't noe abt tt eh.. jo told mi abt it..
i'm so dead drunk..
after abt an hour then i regained to my conscious
lol.. damm funny..i heard jo's swearing n cursing..
he's so busy taking care of mi n nic..
coz he's under 18.. so he didn't have any liqeur at all..
anyway.. i can't rmbed wad actually really happened after i'm drunk..
coz my mind kept switching on n off..
we have our fishball noodles near east coast..
n we went all the way to west coast to take a breather?..
zz.. n hm sweet hm.. coz i have work TML!!..
ahhhh!.. it's 6 in the morning for goodness sake..

15 april
ok.. have failed in sneaking into hm in the morning..
mom has been waiting for mi all along..
zz.. i was like.. uh oh.. shit..
as usuall.. nagging again..
but i kept silent..
i'm too tired to even speak a word..
go directly to the bathroom..
take my bath n have my rest..
not more than 4 hours..
i'm awaked by my alarm clock..
calling mi up for my work..
i'm so relunctant.. but i must have to..
so take my 2nd bath after for juz 5 hrs?..
zz.. take a cab down instead..
it's sunday!!.. omg.. the place will be flooded wit hungry ghost again..
lucky juz work from 3 to 8pm n i'm off!..

16 april
omg!!.. i juz realised tt i haven had any food ytd!!..
i've fast for a day!!..
i'm nt hungry or wad either.. juz feeling tired n tired..
i went str8 hm after work ytd n after my bath..i slp until todae..
n by the time i've wake up it's 2pm+ means ive slp for 16hrs!!
lolx.. i give sch a miss then..
coz by the time i've prepared finish.. sch's has ended.. lolx..!

17 april
hmm.. to compensate for ytd's loses..
i went to for for the full whole day ok..
feel so energised.. after slping for so long.. hehex..
n todae's ariel birthdae! happy bdae girl..
oh.. she's a colleage of tcc cineleisure transfer to isetan scotts de..
coz cineleisure tcc had closed down dued to it's contracts it's up..

18 april
nv go sch neh..
went to work.. 2.30 to 8pm..
corina n camelia came to visit me todae!!..
as promised by corina mahh.. haha.. coz i'm leaving my work place soon..
but they suay sia..
coz the aircon n sewage pipe burst..
n the place was stuffy n some funny smelly wit it..
tat's y todae kinda free de.. very less customer.. hahax..
co n cam waited for me n we had our meal at my work place..
30% off neh..
lolx..
aww.. n.. todae's last dae for nora too..
sandra came n visit us todae too!!..
wow.. so happening eh..

19 april
hmmx.. went sch juz for 2 lessons
yawnss..

20 april
went to sch..
wit a heavy head..
running nose..
n pain in stomach..
zz..
n better still..
kena provoke by a idiot..
u r not me.. therefore u had no sae regardless of things of me..
dun act like u noe anything.. it makes mi puke..

21 april
hmmx.. work work work again..
but it'll come to a stop soon..
hehex.. 8 more daes!!
happy bdae yanling!!

22 april
workkkkkkkkkkkkk...
yawnnnnnnnnnnnn..

23, 24, 25 april
i'm terrible sick..
think not enough of rest..
under stress..
zz..
helppppp!!!!!!

26 april
sch..
hm..
rest..

27 april
i have be sick till i've become muddle head..
how could i left hm without a key..
parents went to dinner..
n i have no where to go..
zz.. sobx..
went to co's hse n give it a try if anyone's there..
haax.. paiseh neh..

28 april
no work..
slack at home..
mom's to company dinner n dance..
i'm left alone at home..
always..
zz..

29 april
TIS IS THE DAE!
the dae tat im leaving tcc..
i'm free i'm free!!!..
lolx.. finally after todae.. i could have more time for myself for my frens for my studies..
but came to think.. the job had taught mi alot..
disciplined in oneself..
being professional in yr work..
how to control yr emotional..
being responsible in oneself..
be on time..
communication..
skills..
hmmx.. a BIG THANKS to everyone in tcc isetan scotss tat i've worked with..
u guys impact my life..taught mi alot.. n also the tolerance in me..
suddenly feel the ache of leaving..
been working for abt 3 months le bahh..
1st time staying in a work area for so long eh..
i really enjoy wit them.. thou we have bad times tgt too..

30 april
omg.. i've miss sch todae..
omg omG OMG!!!

2007-04-01T15:29:00.000+08:00

1 march
workin 1-9..
whee! 1st time put into section B..
not bad workin wit zul..
nt tat stress ya.. lol..
waited for nora..
n we walk from orchard mrt area to douby gauht mrt!!..
well.. toking abt my abang stuff nah.. haizz..
so complicated!!..

2 march
hmmx.. 1-9 again..
an unwelcomed guest ya..
giving troublesome things n stuff to my colleages..
2 malay ladies..
if they can take alcoholic drinks.. y bother the bacon?..
weird.. my abang juz crack the joke wit them..
but end up they take it so serious neh..
they refused to pay for svc charge..
n blah blah.. give so much comments..
wad a dae ya..
n thnks to nora for lobang me home.. lolx..

3 march
no work todae!!
can slp late.. lol..
hmmx.. sandra's bdae too!
happie bdae girl!!..
hmmx..
she's one of the junior captain in tcc..
a nice person ya..

4 march
2-7!!
ahahax.. after work.. ate at my tcc boutique..
had my smoked salmon delight..
mighty joe young..
n ginseng soup..
30% off ok.. lol..
well.. in the mean time waiting for ling n leong too..
to buy sandra's belated bdae present..
wad's the hurry..? she's leaving sg tml!!!..
n also her last dae todae in tcc..
aww.. i cried..
too sudden..
well.. by the time ling n leong knock off from work..
it's oredi 10pm!!..
we try our luck in FE plaza to fish any present we can..
all shops closed mahh..
dotxx.. so walk all the way to cineleisure from FE plaza..
=.= tiring..
alright.. the only shop tat is still open is tat sports collection
no choice.. went in to take a look..
well.. we brought a canvas bag n style bottle for her..
hope she'll liked the present..
went to xin wang cafe after tt.. coz ling n leong haven had their filled yet..
n hm sweet hm..

5, 6 march..
isetan is closed for the day..
staff dinner..
but tcc boutique nt included..
well.. but we had a day off..
zul organised a chalet for tcc isetan staff..
so nice of him ya..
but too bad i can't make it..
hope they'll enjoy the chalet ya..

7 march
no work..
go to chec for enrolment stuff la..
zz.. i'm so sick can..
but no choice.. got to register b4 they closed their intake..
hmmx.. wanxiu treat me to hog's breath cafe
then we went to alot of places clarke quay..
the tapas tree?..
zz.. forget le.. sick sick mah..
but thankx ah zhu for yr treat ya.. =)

8 march
no work..
surprised tt sooyah's mom called..
i tot wad happen.. lolx..
i'm so touched tat her mom still rmbed mi..
in fact she called mi personally neh..
juz like my second mommy..
hahaxx..

9 march
by right shld go to chec to hand in application form..
but i'm still in consideration wether or not.. zz..
wisdom wisdom pls..
alright.. promised to go to cgm..
therefore go to tiong bahru plaza shop shop..
brought a purple long sleeve shirt..
happy happy!..
tat's the design i'm looking for a long time ya..
after tt.. meet up wit some e256 peeps..
had our sakae sushi dinner..
i had a terrible sore throat tat dae..
can't tok much n eat much too..
kena throat infection.. there's blood in it too..
>.< i'm i dying.. lolx..

10 march
ok.. 4-9 todae..
tat idiot boss kept finding me trouble la..
zz.. but i tolerate ya..
ling waited for me..
haha.. tyty..
went to far east plaza makan..
go round n round finding food..
some closed..
some run out of food..
some not suited our appetite..
lolx.. fussy us..
we found a noodle house..
seems tempting ya..
so we settled down there..
lolx..
ling ordered her spicy beef noody..
i dun take beef.. juz dun like.. not religion purpose ya..
n so i take soup dumpling noody..
i was like O.O
it's oiishi can!!..
in fact we emptied our bowl!!..
quite a large bowl ok..
lolxx..
poor leong.. having dinner alone..
so ling n mi decided to meet him up after our meals..
zzz.. so surprised eh.. tat guy was there..
i feel like strangle up leong for nt telling me tat he's there!!!
argh..
at 1st feel like walking away de.. but..
u noe.. will b too over to do tt?..
alright.. juz stoned down there..

11 march
1.45-9.45
closing shift again..
but nt tat frequent le la..
coz i go complain.. lolx..
as usual.. ling leong n me will wait for each other after work..
only if our timing meets la..
went to xin wang cafe again.. there's the only cafe tt opened till so late mahh..
duno y.. we wanna go somewhere else after our filled..
we tot tat there's nite rider on sunday..
so we damm fooly waited down there till we realised something's wrong..
so we walk n walk n walk.. finding any bus tat will bring us out of town area..
we gave up.. n decided to find some cosy place to relax our feet..
till we realised it's 2am+ in the morning!!!
omg!..

12 march
i'm sick sick sick..
haven handed up my application form too..
@ hm slp slp slp for the whole dae..

13 march
zz..
when their child is sick..
i think all parents will their care n concern to their kids de bah?..
for mi.. hell no..
my mom.. juz can't use her brain to think..
she juz nag all she wants..
i duno y..
but i hate it..
always after quarrel then we'll meet an agreement..
y y y y y ?!
is tat the correct way?

14 march
ok.. supposed to meet up wit ah xiu at 12nn sharp..
but lolx!.. we'll both late.. n is SUPER LATE!
12nn to 2.30pm!!
lol..
ok..
she companied mi to chec.. TO HAND IN THE FORM!!..
YA!!.. finally..
after tt..
we headed to the suntec city food fare..
i duno y.. but i loved going to food fare..
lol.. yum yum..
we brought alot of foodie..
shark fins soup..
western sausagess..
katong laksa..
pork chop bun..
teochew yam paste..
mongolian egg tarts n lots lots more..
ALL MY FAV!
lolx..
we eat till our hearts content..
ahahax..
but after tt.. guilty too..
the FATS!! we need to burn the FATS!
if not we'll become FAT..
lolx..
girls.. haizz..
ok.. after tt.. we walk from suntec to haji lane!!!.
ya.. we WALKED THERE!!!..
i think we walk for abt 40mins?..
ya.. non-stop..
i'm complaining all the way.. lol!!
xiu buay tahan..
at 1st we went there for the traditional syphon method coffee..
but it's not opened.. either closed down or wad la..
xiu la!.. zz.. wanted the coffee there..
end up.. we went to blu jazz cafe..
omg.. i loved the ambience there..
so comfy..
after slacking for abt 2 hrs there..
hm sweet hm..

15 march..
no activities..
juz staying at hm n face the wall.. lol!

16 march
omg..
kena confirm by chec..
tat's fast.. i tot i couldn't passed the interview..
coz i din tok much.. can't be bothered too..
went to cgm.. n we have chocolate fondue !!..
i think we can have more chocolates!!!!!

17 march
11-5
i took 2 cabs todae!!!
spend mi 30++
omg..
i shld put the money to good waste..
ok.. after svc..
went to wheelock n clbed mk bdae..
fish & co.. here we come!!..
lol..
we went high there mahhs..
n we eat ALOT!!..
omg.. i think i'm putting on weights le la..
had been eating n eating lately.. sobxx..
ok.. went for movie at the shaw hse..
after much consideration.. we watch stomp ..
at 1st wanna watch 300 de.. but.. hehex..
im still under 18 neh..
so sorry ar.. lolx..
i brought popcorns for the movie..
n it stunned all of them..
coz we juz had a heavy meal juz nw n i'm having popcorn nw!!..
lolx.. duno eh..
i feel so hungry can..
puberty mahh.. lol.. =X

18 march
ok.. after having so much fun ytd..
work work work todae!!..
closing shift again..
i'm so tired.. =.= yawn..
n worst still.. it's sun todae!!..
the places nv failed to filled with guest..
zz.. n i really chiong for it.. lolx..

19 march
it's a brand new day for me todae..
1st day of sch..
i oredi missed the 1st three lesson..
power eh?..
lolx..
i'm like dragging myself to sch all the way from boon lay to city hall!!..
i'm finding my class einstein..
zz.. feel so lonely.. n uneasy wit the place..
all new looks..
new teachers..
new tables..
new chairs..
totally new environment..
teacher's late..
n i'm feeling baka sitting down there..
i feel like sneaking out..
omg..
went to meet xiu after tat 1 n a half lesson.. lolx..
went to her cafe..
so nice of her.. make a spread of finger food for me..
meanwhile i'm doing my hmwk..
YA HOMEWORK!!..
sound so kiddy..
pengzz..

20 march
i managed to wake up n go to sch for 1st lesson..
had ss lesson.. abt merger..?
lolx.. ms clara describe sg n msia as husband n wife..
then a student sae.. sg n msia divorced coz sg can't convince..
lolx!!!..
wth.. but of coz.. compared to secondary sch..
private sch gives more freedom of speech
hmmx.. go find xiu again.. at her cafe..
hahax.. as usual we'll always lame wit each other.. lol..

21 march
din go sch..
overslept..
juz 1 lesson todae..
9.30 to 11am..
n woke up at 12nn++??
lolx..

22 march
hmmx..
sch as usual..
work as usual too!!!
i feel the tensed now..
i tot i could cope wit it..
but reality beats my imagination..
i have 0 time for myself..
needless to sae for my frens too..

23 march
work 6 to 9pm..
ya.. juz for that stupid 3 hrs..

24 march
1 to 9pm..
sat.. zz.. i hate it..
u'll see all sorts of funny people..
be it good or bad.. human nature..
zz..

25 march
closing shift!!
sunday!!!..
zz.. tired but no choice..
had made up my mind of quitting le..
tok to boss abt tt..
surprised..
he dun let mi quit eh..
saying this n that de..
zz.. he's attitude suddenly change ..
so polite of him eh.. ahahx..
after some explaining of my situation..
he marked my last dae on 29 april..
whee!!..
my released day of being jailed..
lolx!
alot of my colleagues gonna quit too..
coz service line.. tough job ya..
customer nt juz dare to eat..
but they seems to eat u up too..
lolx.. scary scary..
oh ya.. some cg member came to visit me todae!..
so happy hee.. n thanx too

26 march
hehex..
i'm tired..
my feet's tired too..
therefore they came to an agreement of not going to sch..
lolx..lame lame..

27 march
hmmx..
after sch..
went to xiu cafe..
it's her last day there..
aww..
we had lots of fun wit the lelong kids there..
xiu prepared lots of foodie there..
machiam our last meal..
choy! *touched wood*
hahax.. n b4 we end our day there.. tis stupid customer called the cafe..
damm.. nth better to do ar..
here we are rushing everything to rush for our last train..
n there he is chit chatting.. n refused to hanged up the phone!!!
damm u!!..
n.. ta da!..
i really missed my train home..
so took a bus hm..
lucky there's a bus from bugis area to bl area..
zzz..

28 march
okok.. i missed lesson todae..
i admit ok..

29 march
hohoho!! mom's oversea..
it's my party time.. lol!
wickez..

30 march
lol! it's my 1st eng lesson after starting sch for 2 weeks?
power eh..
lolx!!..
ok.. have a research to do..
so went to a nearby church to do some historical research la..
zz.. lame.. we act so holy inside mahh..
but it's like a respect u see..
hmm nt bad nt bad..

31 march
woot! 29 more daes to my last dae of work..
n i'm late for 20 mins to work..
i admit it b4 kena caught from boss..
lolx..
hmmx..
no scolding or nagging eh..
boss juz sae.. pay back the time ar..
lolx.. miracle happen..
or izzit i'm leaving so no point nagging?..
lol.. can't be bothered too..

whee! finally type finish the post of the month..

2007-03-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

1 feb
workin closing shift todae.. 4.45-9.45pm..
hmmx.. kinda sianx todae..
so trick ppl there..
by saying: " hello!.. welcome sir.. mdm.."
then they really tot got guest mah.. lolx..
well.. boss n nora kana it..

2 feb
hmmx.. closing shift again..
5.15 to 10.45pm..
i'm late! zul kp.. zzz.. but in friendly tone la.. hee
hmmx.. supper wit leong at cine xin wang cafe.. yum!

3 feb
finally off todae..
gosh..
so tired!

4 feb
i'm late again todae!
arghh..
blame myself for nt having time control..
not in the mood le lor..
hmmx..
ah lake treat ajisen!..
hehe.. thanx wor..

5 feb
hmmx.. working 10am to 6pm todae..
1st time working opening shift neh..
it's so slack can..lolx..
n juz noe tat working 10am de have to go bank to bank in the cash..
YA! CASH! not tens or hundreds eh.. but THOUSANDSS!
can u imaging how heavy is the responsibility..
arghh..
but well.. tat shows the company trusts it's workers..
hmmx.. brought brkfst for yong..
juz a few cents n he insists to pay lor.. dotxx..
but i din accept.. lolx..
hmmx wait for leong for dinner again..
went to the new novena sq..
actually nth special de leh..
had our meal at a halal rest.. nt bad la..

6 feb
opening shift again..
things as usual..
zz.. wit boss mah..
nt fun de..
zz.. train my hosting skill..
n tat rina.. zz..
attitude problem..
duno y..

7 feb
opening shift again!!..
but wit sandra.. so it's ok..
todae sianx sianx de..
zzz

8 feb
i'm SICK!
can't work..
go clementi polyclinic..
hav 1 dae mc.. sobx..

9 feb
o's result release day..
hmmx..
nt gd mahh..
but expected..
n im prepared
therefore no big deal afterall..
u got to move on still..
it doesn't mean it's the end u see..
there's a will there's a way..
=D.. optimistic neh?..

10 feb
aww..
off for 2 daes.. work n work again..
sick..
not in the mood..
guest show attitude mahh..
duno wad happen exactly le..
but can sae it happen everydae?
it's juz how u see onto it..
professional professional!!
can't let it spoiled my dae..

11 feb
work 2.45 to 9.45
always kena closing shift..
coz closing shift very troublesome..
u got to clear up the mess for the day..
zz..
no wonder..
i always kena..
coz I'M NEW!
newbie tends to suffer 1st..
i'm i rite?
hahax.. so good of teng!..
she visited me todae!
thanx teng!
yr appear brightens my day!

12 feb
ok.. closing shift AGAIN!..
arghhhh.. damm it..

13 feb
whee! my off dae neh..
can rest.. can slack.. can do wadeva i like!
lolx.. juz being high.. paiseh..

14 feb
it's VALENTINE'S DAY
n i have to work..
sobxx.. any roses?..
ya.. some cabbage from the kitchen staff..
lolx.. so creative of them eh..
n funny too!.. always..
aww.. my heart soured abit la..
when see those loving dovey coming pair pair
when the sun sets down..
having their romantic dinner..
with complimentary real red roses for the ladies..
n house-baked cookies for the gentlemen
when they ordered our valentine's day set meal..
but the atmosphere is not as good as those fine dinning de la..
not those candlelights dinner tat u r thinking of..
but with those 3 words.. "I Love You"
everytime seems to be perfect..
aww..

15 feb
duno izzit drunk by ytd valentine's day ambience..
everythings went so messy todae..
people goes impatient too..
n i'm kena scolded for some stupid stuff?..
zzz.. alright alright.. i'm wrong.. always..
others did the same thing too..
n y i'm so easily spotted?..
shld i sae it's biased or not?
u noe i noe heaven noes..
i'm too tired to explain myself..
juz let it be..
the truth shall reveal as the time goes by..
teng came..
wanxiu came too..
thanx God for both of them..
it balanced my day..

16 feb
2 to 10..
weird timing eh..
coz for the coming cny preparation..
things went off badly todae..
duno izzit didn't bai-bai b4 going out or wad la..
zz..
uncle welcome me by breaking the glass..
nora showing black black face..
everyone's moody..
zz.. looks like raining soon..
n i dun give a damm..
i'm juz an outsider there..
wit no say.. yup..
so i'll juz do my work n off i go..
save n sound..

17 feb
cny eve..
weird.. i dun feel it..
it's juz another normal dae..
coz my relatives all spread around the world..
i'm the only family i sg..
dad mom n me!..
zz..
damm boring..
wad connects my family to the other relatives?..
the telephone lines.. zz
ya.. pathetic eh..
everyone's seem so buzy..
buzy abt their lives..
buzy abt their business..
buzy abt their children..
buzy abt juz anything..
y? y? y? y? y?
nobody noes..
the truth it's in itself..

18 feb
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
1st dae.. as usual.. to the temple..
following my parents in a empty heart empty minded but wit a respected mannered..
yup.. it's their culture.. i can't condemmed anything.. especially religion.. races stuff..
coz i dun wanna go to jail n waste my youths there.. lolx..
hmmx.. co come to bai nian.. lolx.. wit her sis..
after tt.. followed her to her grandma hse..
wow! the hse were crowded wit people..
wit lots lots of food displayed at the table..
compared to mine which is juz 1 word to describe.. pathetic.. empty..
lolx.. received lots of ang baos.. n many good foods..
i'm so happy can..
got the atmosphere of cny..
makes my day spent worthwhile..
n thanx co!

19 feb
co's mom invited me to go over their hse
as they have gathering at their hse..
1st thing amused me is those sumptous meal spread over the large table..
big fish big chicky big veggies big abalone!
2nd thing tat amused me were..
all dishes were prepared soley by co's mom!..
clap clap..
co's sis frens were there too..
the girls have the meal 1st while waiting for the other relatives to arrive..
yum yum yum!!!..
juz tis word to describe.. lolx..
after our contented meals..
photo taking seesions wit co.. lolx!..
n our 21 pts!..
i think i've doubled bonus back.. lolx..
happy happy!
night falls so quickly eh..
hm sweet hm..

20 feb
no activities on todae..
laze my dae off at hm..
yawn~..

21 feb
work todae!
closing shift again..
kena scolded again..
for being late from my break..
i'm hungry! i didn't eat b4 coming to work..
n i'm juz 3 mins late?..
i did rushed back u noe..
wth.. must make such a big fuss over it..
nothing better to do?
i think my eight-charactered doesn't match to tis company..
everytime sure get into trouble de leh..
zz.. I HATE IT!

22 feb
ytd work 1 dae..
todae off again..
zz..

23 feb
arh! late for work..
forget to bring my card.. name tag.. collar pin..
sprain my leg..
zz..
wad else?
damm suay..

24 feb
sprain my leg le..
of coz cannot work liao rite..
how to walk leh..
damm..
my boss.. sarcastic..
can't stand him..
unreasonable.. he's always right..
even if u got hundredths of reasons..
he'll sae till he's correct..
n after all the shooting here n there..
he let mi off..
get my hse contact..
n sae make sure u r at hm since u can't work..
damm.. he even get my hse number!..
wahh..
i really wanna shut him off man!..
but i control.. zz.. count urself lucky..

25 feb
resting at home la..
if not tt person called.. how?
digging my own grave mehh..

26 feb
return to work..
ok i'm late again..
i noe i shldn't do tt..
but my leg hurts..
i'm in painkiller somemore..
been told off by boss again..
giving the last warning..
i noe he's holding to grudes to 24 feb incident..
okok.. wadeva.. i will go off some wad later..

27 , 28 feb
rest rest rest..

2007-02-01T22:22:00.000+08:00

1 jan
HAPPY 2007!
happy bdae to my zhu jiejie too..
clb at her workplace called pitchblack..
lolx.. it's a doubled storey cafe cum restaurant cum bar..
upstairs is actually where the movie screening..
dwnstairs.. makan place lor.. nice food..
frens permed my hair mahhs.. -.- so matured wit tat..
well.. after some photo takings n cake cutting sessions..
off we go~..
others might be going home.. perhaps?..
but im off heading to gather wit my sistas.. lolx..
give them a called on the way there..
n realised smth really bad happened..
one of them met wit accident few daes ago..n were resting at hm le..
FEW DAES AGO! can u imaging after a fewww daes then i get the news..
zzz.. disappointing rite..
lucky nth happened to her.. if nt they'll get it from me.. keep quiet mahh..
zz.. well after visiting her.. wit elaine n her loved one had supper near my place..
nasi lemak at 4am+?.. hahax.. anyone?

2 & 3 jan
resting at hm..

4 jan
my couz morrison back to aust le..
sobx.. see ya in another 2 yrs time ya..
ahax.. he n his bro take turns to visit mi each yr.. tat's y ya..
miss ya guys!
they are sure a very gentlemen guy..
any girls out there? ahem.. whoo hoo..~

5 jan
ktv at chevron..
jugs n jugs of beer..
kinda drunk..
but someone seems worse than me ahax..
cindy! drunk n puke ar..
zz.. poorthing.. take care of yrself ar..

6 jan
company elaine go facial..
searching high n low for one salon tat suits her best..
sweat..
went for bbq seafood after tat..
yum yum.. eat till our hearts content..
ya.. juz the 2 of us!!..
brought her one 100ml miracle perfume for her..
cost mi over 100 bucks ..
but well..
it's her 18th bdae!.. 12 more daes to go la..

7 jan
supposed to meet up wit zhu jie..
but menses cramp..
so everythings was cancelled..
paiseh ar..

8 jan
meet up with elaine n bing..
duno y..
end up quarrel..
n spoiled the day off..
argh..

9 jan
with last time de colleagues meet up..
n headed our way down to tanjong pagar!
rama thai.. here we come.. lolx..
hmmx.. nt bad la the food.. but i expect more from them eh?..
after tat.. we went around in the neighbourhood to see how's the nite life there..
warm n cosy..
aww.. time flies..
got to go hm le..
shall meet again ok!

10 jan
went to new york skin solution wit zhu jie jie..
as i won duno wad something la..
so go down n have a try lo..
look so tired w/o makeup.. lolx..
omg.. im addicted wit makeup le..
eventually we both went broked after tat la..
kana so-called "force" to sign up packages u see..
zz.. paiseh mahh.. coz the 2 consultant so endu..
tok to us for 3 or more hours man.. zz..
faint..

11 jan
i'm prepared to get another job..
someone plz helped...!
teng recommended tcc.. hmmx..
she seems happy workin in tcc..
so y not i give it a try too..?
since i nv get in contact in f&b line..
this will definately be a challenge for mi..

12 jan
called tcc HQ ytd..
have beened schedule to todae's interview..
stunned mi.. so fast..
lolx.. well everything went smoothly..
went to teng's working boutique despite it's rainning quite heavily..
hmmx.. didn't noe tat bus 7 from bugis can go to hv.. learn smth new todae..
realised nt much cash wit me.. so went around hv to find one..
spot one.. but it's out-of-order..!
arh! thunder strike can..
went back to teng's workin place.. feeling retarded..
so can only have toasted hazelnut latte then..
teng offered to treat mi tat warm bread vanilla pudding..
end up.. my card can use as master card transcanction mahh..
gosh.. wad a dae..

13 & 14 jan
hse gt contraction going on.. so have to stay at home to keep a look out..
long time nv go irc le.. n happened to noe a guy duno called wad le la..
he's very impatient guy mahh.. zz.. or can sae irritating..
pls la.. pls f off..

15 jan
woot! todae will b a buzy dae for mi..
1st go down to bioskin to collect my payment slip..
tcc finally called after a few daes but it seems after a few weeks to me..
coz the feeling of waiting is nv good..
another finally start work tis fri le!!.. woot!
after bioskin thingy.. head down to hv..
by the time reached there oredi very late le.. abt 7pm+?
coz i go out from hse late mahh.. ahahx..
had our dinner at her workin place tcc..
we ordered alot of foodies!!.. over $70+ manx!
didn't noe we can eat tat much.. lolx!
on the way back to jp met wanting! our senior.. surprised eh.. lolx..
we chat all the way from hv to jp..
sure alot to chat.. muahaha..
meet up wit hua to have supper?.. ya! eat again..
we hanged out at jp macafe instead.. as no where to go le..
saw yijun.. n he joined us..
saw chengxi too!! he's juz behind us!!..
yijun n chengxi.. look alike eh.. machaim long lost bro.. lolx!
wellx.. hua kept praising how good the guy from macafe mah.. dots..
n end up they 2 lai dian.. LOLX!..
definately funny when ya on the spot..
zz..
tat irc guy called for the duno how many f time le.. zz bth..
thanks yijun.. he rescued mi from the ugly situation..
but no kiss for u la.. lolx!.. jk..
had a great gathering wit them..
hm swt hm..

16 & 17 jan
slacking the day off .. yawn..

18 jan
wit frens go out..
shui bian help mom redeem her voucher at cold storage holland village..
after having our filled at n.y.d.c.. we go around shop shop..
aww.. frens heading to elsewhere.. left mi alone -.-
shop alone at the cold storage..
brought alot of thingy using the voucher.. lolx..
headed down to teng's working place tcc..
had my tirumisu.. yum yum!..
having sore troat.. so duno wad to drink..
teng's manager offered me hot honey lemon..
so nice of her neh.. hehe..
alright.. got to go hm early..
as i have to report to tcc HQ to collect my uniform..
n officially start my new life in tcc!..
whoot!.. looking forward to it man!..

19 jan
ya.. the dae had arrived..
i was late... late..... n LATE!!!
aww.. think i leave a bad impression bah..
coz im the only tat reported late..
dued to unfamiliar wit the place there mahh..
gosh.. sit outside the conference room while others having their briefing..
others finished le.. then my turn..
=\.. so weird.. kana brief by a lady..
her ang moh slang veh chim eh..
takes me awhile to understand.. lolx..
but she's a nice person..
kept smilling.. tat calm my fear down..
haax.. after all the briefing stuff..
tat lady sae.. alright u are posted to I.S (Isetan Scotts) boutique..
i was about to fly off my chair can.. went blank..
so sudden lor.. i tot all the while i WILL be posted to hv..
as i had requested it earlier on during the interview..
aww.. no mood le la.. can't work wit teng le..
but no choice.. tat lady sae if really can't.. can ask for transfer tis n tat la..
zz.. went all the way down to orchard.. take me a long f time again..
nv go to isetan scotts b4.. duno where is it too..
walk up n down.. n the stupid escalator.. duno how they designed de leh..
odd storey landing.. wtf!..
finally reach tcc..
late by 1 hr+!.. argh...
but well.. im new mahh.. so nv get scolding or wad lor..
n the new guy tat i had seen earlier on oso posted to the same boutique as me..
he called zulyadi..
another briefing again by our buddy..
my buddy called kenny.. lolx.. 30+ lor.. so no chance la heex..
walk round the isetan building to get familiar abt their rules..
staff entrance cum exit blah blah..
ok.. back to boutique..
separated to do our given task..
me.. kana locked in the kitchen to memorise the food n drinks gallery..
while zulyadi.. had experienced in f&b line b4.. was thrown to floor..
to get familiar in service sequence..
poor me.. feel so lonely inside the kitchen lor.. everyone was buzy wit stuff..
i didn't dare to move my head up n explore the place..
coz kinda scary de..
everyone was so buzy.. no smile n laughter was heard or seen..
alright.. kana called out to floor.. whee~ finally..
everything was so damm new to me la..
so many things to learn.. but well.. i take up the challenge..
things go pleasant to me la..
think maybe it's my 1st dae.. so things were nt so harsh on me?..
hope so..
tick tock.. 8.30pm le! hm swt hm..~

20 jan
off day todae.. whee~ can rest at home n memorise f&b sequence..

21 jan
quarrel wit mom..
end up late for work ..
zz... late 30mins!!
wth.. during stock check..
break the chilli bottle..
lucky nv get scolding..
everyone was cooperative..
help to clean up..
thanks guys.. u guys are great manx..
noe a guy from work.. called victor.. cute eh.. japanese neh..
after work.. meet up teng n hus for our dinner gathering!..
ate at jp kfc.. then to macafe..
we have lots of jokes n laughter..
until ppl around us kept looking.. hoho..
saw sari too!.. we shouted for her..
but she.. always wit her mp3..
nv heard us mahh.. teng n hua run after her..
lolx.. our gathering more power now..
the laughter volume went up doubled..
lolx.. they end my dae with a smile.. love u girls!!

22 jan
hmmx.. work 12 to 5pm..
nth much happened la..
kana tested wad's the food n drinks name again n again lor..
zz.. sianz eh.. noe a gal called nora.. very small built..
she's from westwood sec! .. stay in jurong area too!..
woot!.. nxt time got ppl company to go hm le..
after work.. go jp n shop shop lor.. n pay hua a visit..
supposed to go for my massage.. but forget to book appt..
end up walk around.. brought nth n hm swt hm..

23 jan
12 to 5 pm again..
noe a gal called jane..
frm jurongville sec! stays in jurong too!..
todae quite buzy de wor..
duno where those hungry ghost from..
lolx.. =X
eh.. very uncomfortable wit tat kenny lor..
he tok but his hand kept moving wan sia..
got a few times hit mi liao lo..
duno purposely or wad la..
dun u dare to touched mi again.. or i'll sued u for molesting..
arggg...

24 jan
whee! no work todae!.. finally can take a break..
had book for the massage..
going later on..
asana massage sia.. duno wad's tat too..
oh ya.. after tat.. meeting up wit teng hua min siti n sari..
so called a farewell for teng flying to jap for holidae..
me n hua brought a knitted scarf for her..
hope tat will keep her warm from the cold cold weather there..
happy tat she likes it.. hahax..
went to sari tcc boutique n makan there..
after tat.. duno where to go le lor.. coz is abt 10pm le..
hmmx.. headed our way down back to jp again.. mcafe~~~...

25 jan
same timing.. 12 to 5pm again!!
but nv go work.. coz kept sneezing man!..
i can't imaging if im the runner todae..
n i happened to deliver food to the guest..
n here comes my ahhhhhh CHOOO!!!..
how will they react or happened? LOL!..
tat will b hilarious manx!..
wellx...
ytd asana massage was great!..
it's like the therapist helo u do yoga..
alot of bone cracking sound.. tired bones.. lolx..
no massage oil is needed lor..
therefore dun have to shower after tat.. oppx..
mayb u peeps can go n give it a try ya?

26 jan
yawn..
no choice..
got tcc orientation todae..
die die force myself to go..
meet up wit sari 1st..
the orientation was fun..
learn more abt tcc stuff..
coffee knowledge blah blah..
definately interesting..
got to know many nice ppl too..
but im abit tired tat day plus pms..
so abit anti social tat dae..
lolx..
suppose to go back our i.s tcc de..end up
my abang zulyadi bring me to long bar after tat..
woot! it's juz inside raffles hotel..
funny.. 1st time see a bar after eating the peanuts..
the shells can anyhow throw one sia..
fun fun!!..
i had my singapore sling..
indeed very fruity tropical sling..
kinda hungry.. n abang( malay called big bro) company mi go find food to eat man..
so nice of him.. althou he kept complaining tat his tired!!..
so i offered to company him back home nor..
scare he doze off in the bus..
lolx!.. later some psycho aunty raped him how?..
muahahax.. opps.. image image girl.. =X

27 jan
work 1.45 to 9.45pm todae.. so called the closing shift .. for the whole damm week eh..
nth much happen todae..
mountain people.. mountain sea..

28 jan
same timing..
wah lao.. boss torturing me lor.. someone help!!..
wanru came n pay me a visit todae! so happy neh!..
juz told her i work at i.s tcc ytd..
n here she came todae..
woot! my steady supporter eh!.. envy not.. lolx!
todae boss really screw mi dry man.. he start nagging le.. zzz..
duno izzit i can't adapt or really in the lost..
finally break into tears..
mia for very long time.. in the toilet..
went out n saw jane!.. after some chit chat wit her..
feel alot better le.. had to be strong ya..
if nt u will always be in the lose end..
hmmx.. anyway.. thanks gal!..

29 jan
same timing..
zul.. the junior captain.. organising a chalet for our boutique..
not zulyadi ar..
zulyadi now called as yadi le..
aww..some misunderstanding happened while zul teaching me abt tat espresso expiry thingy..
u noe peeps.. espresso expired after 10sec!!.. wad a interesting fact rite..
so if u are ordering espresso nxt time..
drink it fast..
best is wait at the barista there..
it will be so stupid if u wait down there waiting to b served wit it..
coz it will turn damm sour after 10sec.. means expired liao..
so be wise.. nxt time..
i dun understand y some customers can wait at their seat n wait for their espresso to be served leh..
damm stupid.. n funny!.. some even drink it bit by bit for abt 20 mins?..
those really duno how to drink wan lor.. isn't tat sour?
they still can act like nth happen eh.. confirm very pro in acting..
i've met 1 customers sae.. y tis one so bitter n sour de..
then her fren told her.. since so small cup.. drink it slowly la..
wah lao.. duno dun act noe la..
the purpose of tat small cup means.. drink it fast!.. in 1 shot..
damm funny la!..

30 jan
closing shift lor..
duno y so hungry todae..
kept munching cookies..
lolx.. realised tat guy kept looking lor.. quite nice looking too la..
lolx.. but.. i dun think i will go any further wit it bah?
dotx.. beats me..

31 jan
no work todae!!!!! wheee!!!
finally can slack at home..
kitchen uncle suddenly msged me mahh..
stunned..
im actually have bad impression on them de..
they always wit the black face..
at 1st very relunctant to enter the kitchen lor..
but zz.. no choice.. working.. u can't run away from it de..
zz..sianz ar!..
but it's getting better le la.. so it's ok..
oh man!.. i still owed new york some credit!!...
God bless mi!!

2007-01-17T18:54:00.000+08:00

december posting..

1 dec
return wendy tat full house vcd.. it took mi 2 daes to finish all! lolx.. crazy me.. hmmx.. supposed going to marina area taking bikes!.. wit elaine's fren nah.. we wait wait n WAIT! waiting for her fren to come.. zz.. duno stuck wit wad thingy la.. zz.. freaking.. then short of helmet.. then bike spoiled..tis n tat de.. troublesome eh.. should have gone hm early.. regretted seh.. waste my time there till 2, 3 am.. in the end get home being ride hm by elaine's fren.. zz.. scare eh.. dun really dare to sit on bike.. DANGEROUS!

2 dec
MORRISON my couz from aust ARRIVED to sg todae!.. woot! excited eh! coz long long time din see him le.. his n his brothers take turn to visit mi mahh.. lolx.. so u'll only get to see the same person once every 2 yrs.. lolx.. n tonitex supposed to be celebrating morrison welcome party @music underground.. but sad.. he can't make it due to his early flight to hong kong the nxt dae.. wellx.. forgive u boi.. ahax.. since we've booked the place there.. we might as well go enjoy.. about 10+ of us.. me wendy elaine tracy n yen (wendy's neighbour) n others.. hahax.. was drunk.. went abit crazy.. lolx.. n puukkkeeee.. eee.. enjoy down there.. get to meet new frens.. blah blah.. but things went wrong after some of us get drunk.. well well.. ??

3, 4 dec
resting at home.. some headaches here n there.. aww =\

5 dec
went facial @bioskin wheelock pl wit zhu jiejie.. lolx! n during my trip there finding taxi tat time.. i actually had a fall outside of a office building pathetic lor.. bleeding n blue black.. freaking pain.. wellx.. it's raining sumore n we'll late for the appointment!.. damm it's freaking hard to get cab @ raffles place..reach bioskin 45mins late!.. lolx.. the consultant.. -.-.. kept asking wanna add $$ for tis n tat mahh.. n u noe la.. i'm those kinda okok type de..we went broke after the facial.. OBVIOUSLY LAR..needless to sae... not bad la their svc.. no extraction at all.. therefore no red red after tat.. .. a new experience there.. ahahx.. short of cash.. me n zhu are getting hungry.. lucky i've juz top up my ez link.. thanks God.. there's a restaurant called macdonald tat accept ez link payment.. n here came zhu's fren.. forgotten his name le.. they look so compatible tgt.. lolx.. came teasing zhu to be tgt wit him since they are almost the same age.. izzit?.. lolx! give it a try la zhu!.. GO!.. =X..
well getting some sms frm someone recently... i noe it's him la.. ahahx.. the feeling -> weird.. duno wad he wants again.. since i'm free later decided to meet him up wit my sis..
d o t x x ..

6, 7, 8 dec
home home home.. =D enjoy being ALONE at home.. PEACE! ..cemetry? ahahx

9 dec
went out wit my buddy.. or rather my bro?.. lolx.. can't really rmb wad had happen..

10 dec
went jp to collect my tailored pants n cakes nor.. n back str8 home.. sian sianx..

11 dec
START MY BIOSKIN JOB TODAE! suppose to start it on the 4th dec de.. but trainner got sumthing to attend to de.. so postponed lor.. zz.. waste time again..
get to noe 1 2 3 4 5 new frens.. they are connie(aged 23) samantha(aged 20) xianli(aged19) karen(aged 23) n cindy(aged 32)! i'm the youngest! aged 17.. LOLX!.. well they are nice ppl..
the trainer.. zz.. like didn't prepared for the trainning wor.. can't find the worksht for us.. sumore late for the 1st trainning lor..lolx..
in the end learn the products n skin analysis instead.. not bad.. get to try out the products..
break time 1 hr.. woot! i didn't noe tat they have nice food at tanjong pagar area.. nice place nice food..
u noe tat Rama Thai restaurant ..? it's just located near my workplace.. hahax.. gonna go try it out there somedae..
well con't with our trainning.. n phew~ time passed like flying.. it's our knock off time.. but funny.. they dun hired servant for cleaning at the academy.. therefore we got to do house keeping b4 knocking off..

12 dec
same thing.. trainning again.. 1 thing i hate about it is that my waking up time clashes wit my mum's too.. zz.. n no choice i got to go before her's then.. as i still had to put on makeup n tie hair into buns.. YA!.. i hate tat.. it make mi look so matured.. no choice it's the attire for the trainning.. it's for our own good too la.. coz as a beautician.. our presences shld always be at tip top condition.. aww getting late le.. quick quick..
ended up.. i'm still a lil late la.. coz the rules says we shld be at least 15mins earlier than the reporting time.. so as to prepared ourself or wadsoever la.. zz.. so many rules n regulations lor.. zz.. kinda paiseh de coz i'm the last!
todae's trainning abt massage.. 2nd dae nia lor.. go into massgae liao.. kinda rush de.. coz it's only a 3 weeks trainning.. 1st week u can refer to yr notes n ask for help.. 2nd week must memorise everything le n some mock test here n there de.. 3rd week test le lor.. zz.. learn abt ear candling.. scary coz it needs to be lighten up.. n the flame was juz SO near to u lor.. was if drop tat candle?.. burn the customer meh.. zz.. alot my responsibility..sian.. went to jp see doc after tt.. can't stand my running nose.. distracting my progress lor..

13 dec
whee! todae dun need wake up so early le.. coz trainning timing had changed.. to 10.30am to 7.30 pm.. at 1st tot the trainer sae todae change timing to come.. tot back back de time remains at 5.30pm mah.. then in class so happy tat i whee so loud.. then trainer suddenly sae.. oh is 10.30am to 7.30pm! .. i arh mah.. then whole class laugh.. -.-".. paiseh dao.... oh ya.. i have a nickname there.. xiaomei mahh.. -.-" sound so kiddy.. nvm.. i called them DA NIANG!.. LOL!.. falling sick le.. air con too strong there.. sumore i scare of cold.. hahax.. "lucky" me..

14 dec
really fall sick le.. despite on medication.. =\ toopid mi.. forget to get mc.. slp the whole dae.. lolx.. academy ppl called.. so nice of them.. they miss mi =X

15 dec
back to trainning.. take turn wit colleages to practise those massage skill.. lolx.. kinda fun de..

16 dec
went to facial.. meet up wit elaine.. n buy some makeup stuff.. as the trainer said my makeup looks very dull.. mus brighten up more.. go make new contact lenses..

17 dec
@ home nor.. company mom cook porridge.. yum yum

18 dec
hahax.. tried out my new makeup set.. n off to work taking cab as getting late.. 1st time taking cab to there.. on the trip the fares kept jumping n jumping.. kinda nervous how much it'll cost.. n TA DA!.. $16.30!.. YA! TAT PRICE TO REACH MY WORKING PLACE!.. isn't tat ridiculous!.. %$%!^&*@ zz.. well just in time!.. gosh!

19 dec
another batch came todae.. not new.. they are so called part 1 ppl.. cost bioskin facial is abt 2.5hrs.. so 2 beautician will take turn.. part 1 is those doing the cleansing n treatment part de.. part 2 which is wad im doing de.. doing massage n ear candling de lor.. zz.. they seems unfrendly.. but still get to noe a fren called jocelyn.. she's really nice.. she help alot during trainning to prevent mi from scolding from the trainer.. hahax.. learn how to put mask n cleansing..

20 dec
bad day.. can't run away from scolding anyway.. hahax.. fate la.. zz.. tat trainer suddenly.. bad mood todae.. av.. not just mi kana scold.. but whole batch of mine.. poor thing.. sobx..

21 dec
woot! todae.. normal.. ahahax.. mayb the trainer repent her mistakes for the scolding ytd.. lolx.. beats mi.. who noes ya.. mayb she scare we go complain.. muahahax.. =X
after work.. went to jp collect my contact lenses.. meet up wit elaine.. n elaine's fren cindy.. go makan..
hm swt hm..

22 dec
not going academy todae! hahax.. whee~ instead go down to help out the promotion held at taka.. tired manx! we have to walk here n there.. left to right.. up n down.. in n out the whole area lor.. hoping the customer will just follow us to the booth lor.. now i noe promoter job is never easy.. u have to stand for long long hours.. wasting yr saliva for a no hope encounter.. watching faces of the customer.. n worse still.. PRETENDING TO BE POLITE! no matter wad or how rude the customers is.. zzzzzzzz... freak.. is this all abt earning is!.. faking all the way.. n not feeling good.. u rich.. so wad!.. rich in $ not character.. overall is as bad as those poor ones.. or rather even WORSE!.. do some fucking reflection la.. not i dun dare scold u at tat time.. is i have the responsibility of keeping the company images.. ya!.. juz watch out.. =P..
okok.. enough of those unhappy thingy.. went to shopping after work wit karen.. cindy da niang din follow up.. she's going elsewhere wit her husband.. so sweet eh.. lolx.. brought some gift sets from crabtree & evelyn.. nt bad la their products.. brought the frangrances candle.. hand therapy lotion.. body wash n lotion.. ahahax.. n walk ard to see if there's sumthing else tat i wanna buy for xmas de.. yawn.. tired.. back hm by mrt then.. mi back to boonlay n karen.. bedok.. ya.. almost from one end to the other.. lolx.. she's everythingy oso okok de leh..

23 dec
wit my frens go outing.. n kana approached by another group of guys mahh.. zzz.. it happen to be my fren's frens.. hmm.. ya.. kana ask for a date out wit tat fren's fren.. called gary.. zz.. nt my cup of tea.. n.. i suppose to turn up for my svc @ expo de.. couldn't make it le due to tis guy!.. he dun let mi off mah.. zzzz.. GUYS! REMEMBER! DUN BE TOO DENYING! OR FORCING! IT FREAK THE GIRLS OUT! .. zz.. headache.. settled one nt long ago.. n here it comes again.. zzz.. meet kwang after tat.. go cineleisure for movie.. eragon.. nice nice.. popcorn.. kaya smell.. LOL!!.. weird lor..

24 dec
morrison came to have dinner wit us.. ahahx.. jp after tat.. meet frens for countdown to xmas! clubbin nitex..
n went to geylang for porridge! yum yum.. interesting place there eh.. lolx!..

25 dec
HAPPY XMAS DAY TO ALL!.. lolx..

26 dec
back to trainning again.. zz.. getting sianz.. last week of trainning.. the scolding from bad to worse.. can't stand it le la!.. connie had quit the job on the 3rd dae.. followed by samantha on the 5th dae.. dued to her permit pass.. then xian li suddenly disappeared on the 2nd week.. n now cindy wanna quit! due to her back prob acting up again.. left karen n me in the end.. zz.. sad sad sad SAD!!.. feel like quitting too.. losing the interest anyway.. n all sorts of consideration la..

27 dec
wake up wit a big head.. mayb think too much last nite.. ahahax.. din go trainning again.. kept having the urged to call up HQ for quitting!.. but.. zz.. in a mess.. zz.. my hand are aching.. swollen up.. juz nice.. used it as a reason for quitting lor.. hmmx..

28 dec
since got a mc ytd.. i'll report for my dismissal todae! can claim $ mahh.. lolx!.. n ..zz.. which means.. i can't take back my $200 le wor.. nvm.. treat it as the trainning fees bah.. besides my vision is greater than the $200.. no regrets ya.. gO~ lIsHinG! GO!.. lolx.. =X.. crazy liao..

29 dec
finally had granted permission le.. woot!.. peace in mind.. nt tied down anymore.. hahax!

30 dec
went to svc!..last svc of th yr.. wanting came! surprised eh.. svc was great.. it's abt reaching out.. well.. went to prinsep st.. by samuel's car.. heh.. had dinner.. parklane wanton mee!.. nice nice.. then to mindcafe.. i'm falling in love to mindcafe.. nice place with nice people nice games n nice food!.. hahax.. intending to hold my 18th bdae at mindcafe! so guys! look for my bdae updates k.. it's still long anyway.. april 6.. hahax.. dun forget the PRESENT AR!.. best if it's fancl products!.. hahaxx..
encounter some probs nah.. zzz... i wan nth to do with u.. so get out of my life..
here came my couz morrison n dong.. n so tgt wit paul n samuel.. we went to geylang to makan! had beef horfun.. very famous de.. but sad.. i dun eat beef de.. dun like.. ya.. reached there ard 3am+.. surprisedly it's still so happening over there... all the tiko pek.. opps!.. i mean uncle.. their paradise.. lolx.. u get wad i mean eh.. duhz cha?.. hahax!.. after tat ..headed our way to mt faber!.. wow! nice scenery there!.. found something interesting there.. but here it came 3 ladies.. by car too.. distured our plan.. aww.. lolx.. stay ard 6am+!.. n off back home.. zz.. lucky mom still slping.. if nt here comes the "singing"..

31 dec
COUNTDOWN TO 2007!!!!!!! chalet chalet.. whoot fun! dun really rmb wad's happening coz i'm DRUNK!!!!!
ahahx.. toopid me.. can't hold liquor.. n oso kept loosing tat 15 20 game.. duno izzit kana trick not.. nvm! i'll win it back!

2007-01-14T15:53:00.000+08:00

posting for the month of november 2006...

1 nov
o lvl! bio n art! aww... the process going thru the exam is no no no no good at all.. all the teachers are moving ard.. machiam if u move any wrong move they'll shoot u to die.. no mercy at all.. cruel.. =\
but well.. after all that.. go clb wit yin... go jp walk here n there.. left to right.. up n down.. go booked tickets for the sinking of japan! @ vivo cinemax.. tml! whoot! n after tat go swenson for ice cream fountain! n arh! the time is going 9pm!! maybe u are thinking exams are over.. well.. HELL NO!.. exams are still GOING ON!.. n we.. enjoying in the midst of o lvl instead of going hm early n STUDY!.. OH MAN!! tis is a BIG BIG sin.. ! but wad was done has done.. no point explaining.. treat it as relieveing stress bahh.. besides the ticket can't be returnable nor returnable or exchangable.. well.. let it be..

2 nov
meet yin for movie.. but her whole family came instead.. hahax.. scare mi.. but it's ok coz have been informed on tat very day.. went to kfc for lunch wit her whole family.. kinda paiseh eh.. lolx.. but thanks for the treat anyway.. b4 going to vivo.. went to have my haircut at jp sandstorm n came to noe tis cute guy called cash.. ya cash is his name.. hahax.. funny.. his skill nt bad la.. meanwhile yin went for some stroll.. it happen tat tat haircut was fast tat yin still haven back from her strolling.. panick eh.. i dun hab the habit of memorising hp numbers.. therefore couldn't reach her.. instead called my num as my bag my wallet for payment was wit her!.. aww.. she din ans.. nvm.. wait for her at the receptionist area.. i felt like was being caught by the police waiting for bailing out eh.. lolx.. thank god.. she appeared after few mins.. gosh.. dun play tis game again manx.. scare the wits out of me.. *sweat* .. happily go to toilet to see a clearer view of my new hairstyle.. hmmx.. ok la.. hahax jux then realised we are late for our movie at vivo cinemax! n we are still at jp!.. stupid me go for wad haircut.. AWW!.. paiseh eh yin.. but she din complain.. hahax.. so nice of her.. we rush down by a mercedes cab.. wow! n it cost us $17+ for tat not worthwhile trip.. goshh.. rush all the way for the theatre brought nachos.. cheese hotdogs.. n drinks for our movie.. hahax.. lucky the movie juz start upon our arrival.. after our movie.. we go for some shopping at vivo.. till about dinner time.. we make our trip down to marina bay.. for our buffet dinner!.. woot! it has been some time since my last visit there.. nice food there.. but can be better.. LOL.. yin din eat much eh.. waste leh.. mus eat back the capital mahh.. lolx.. eat more nxt time k..
it's quite late after our meal.. n we still have a long way back home as we are staying at bl area.. so yin suggest staying over at her aunt hse which is juz nearby.. her aunt hse.. hmmx.. kinda when east meet west style.. comfort n cosy.. but juz a lil' warm.. hahax.. nice stay over there..

3 nov
yawn... was waken up to have our brkfst wit yin's aunt n the lil' host of the hse.. alex (alexandra) a talented lil' boi.. who noe to play lots of musical stuff.. interesting boi boi.. too bad he's still small.. opps.. i mean he's still a lil' boi.. hahax.. yin n mi spent the day watching cartoon <- -.-" ..while her aunt, working ..alex, schling.. aunt's husband?.. at US working.. yea.. rich rich eh.. hahax.. but they're a loving couple.. even their hse was filled with love.. no wonder it's warm there.. hahax.. crappy mi.. =X.. her aunt came back home wit kfc for lunch.. ya KFC again!!.. LOLx.. after tat.. before returning to our own home.. yin n mi take a stroll at east coast park which is juz nearby.. gosh.. how i wish staying down there.. hahax.. we lost our went back takin bus.. gosh.. how i wish i could get back home juz in a flash..

4 nov
resting at home.. if go out again will be nag by mum again.. lolx

5 nov
due to my cousin met wit accident.. at jb.. my parents went down to pay a visit to make sure he's alright.. n mi.. left at home studying.. as has wasted a few daes of studying.. my punishment.. =\ get well soon cousin! God bless u..

6 nov
o lvl.. maths paper1 freaking tricky.. ss so-so la.. zz freaking no mood lor.. sianz.. went to jp amore for some spa info.. as received abt their promotion news letter.. so gonna check it out..

7 nov
o lvl.. chem hell tough.. n duno wad remedial aftertat la.. jp again..

8 nov
o lvl.. eng.. no comment abt it.. lolx.. normal bah.. went to fren's hse for steamboat.. celebration during midst of o's.. manx.. i'm in sin again.. lolx.. gonna repent.. lolx..

9 nov
o lvl.. geo.. ok bah.. at least wad i've studied.. came out.. haax..
something really very bad happened in the evening..
i had been accused of throwing temper to tat bloody dad which actually i didn't!
quarrel came.. n PIAK! ya.. being slap by him when i'm saying the truth n my rights..
really wad.. he's really a horrible dad..
he's rot
he's awwfully bad
he's gigolo
he's retard
he's arrogant
he's so self centered
he's living only waste the nature resource
he's NOTHING
he's DAMM!
I REALLY HATE HIM! I WISH HIM DEAD! I WISH I DUN EVER NOE HIM! I WISH HE HAS NO NEXT LIFE!
i noe it's a sin to sae all this..
but if were in my situation..
u've said tat too..
REMEMBER
I HAVE NO FATHER FROM NOW ON!
i'm still having my o's going on.. can't my parents be a lil more understanding..!? juz tis bit of it won't KILL rite!?.. zz.. how i wish i'm nt borned to tis family.. it's juz a suffer.. even if i'm rite.. i'm always to blame.. no explaination..
i have to be a more stronger a more independent person now on.. WAD A CRUEL WORLD!

10 nov
o lvl.. maths p2.. so-so.. go ling hse take back magazine used for art.. hahax.. tis gal very helping de wor.. caring n sweet.. hahaxx.. so any guys wanna noe her.. can tag down yr num ar.. lolx..

11 nov
finally 1 more mcq paper to go for o lvl.. hooray! whee!.. went to amore open hse todae wit teng, min n co.. we were late! had our gym workout 1st n then to dance studio for out cardio latino classes for an hr.. fun!.. lolx.. u'll be surprised to see aunties joining the class too.. lolx.. coz the class is in high impact categories.. woot! aunties nwadaes STEADY ar.. lol.. after the classes we went to amore day spa which is juz nxt door.. they are having the 21st anniversary clb n all trtmt at $21! U.P $68 to $188!.. i went for full body scrub n full body massage..teng n min went for facial n eye trtmt.. co went off w/o doing the trtmt but was entitled a free 10mins vibrotherapy.. woot! really enjoy the trtmt.. they're professional.. nearly doze off.. hahax.. went to crystal jade for our dinner! no doubt.. long Q again.. yummy food there.. n i definately order my fav si-chuan la mian!.. lolxx.. wad a relaxing dae.. thks teng, min n co for making tis dae possible =)

12 nov
had brkfst wit co near my place.. went for some shopping n off she went to work.. hmmx.. went home.. see tat idiot spoiled my dae.. so out again.. to fren's hse.. her mum really nice.. make some food for dinner for mi.. as din eat anythingy after brkfst tat dae.. hmmx.. really thks!.. if only u were my mum.. i'll be so bless then.. same human being on earth but diff life .. zz.. fate is fate.. fact is fact.. ton at co hse..

13 nov
maybe stay up too late ytd.. co n me wake up late.. n therefore which means co will b late too.. hahax.. lobang her down to lakeside mrt as she sae it's ok.. see.. so nice of me.. LOL!.. wad crab.. i mean crap.. hahax

14 nov
orh orh the whole dae at home.. ya pig mi.. hahax

15 nov
CROAKCROACHES! eeEEeEeWWwww! i HATE croakcroaches.. in fact all creepy crawlies.. EEEEEE!.. as my mum forgot tat there's pest control exercise todae.. n forgotten to tap down all opening from the bin.. the croakcroaches were crawling in non stop! manx.. i tried all ways to kill them all.. n surprisingly home fragrants spray help too.. hahax.. n i took out all the container from home to cover the croakcroaches up.. hahax.. i dare not catch them bare handed.. i'll vomit.. LOL.. weak mi.. called mom for help.. zz

16 nov
no water day.. tot it'll b the whole freaking dae as stated.. but heng.. it came back after few hours.. zz.. had quarrels.. wit a fren.. but the other wanna join in.. let it be then.. i'm stating the fact.. n since there's no outcome.. leave it manx.. not just u are getting tired.. getting hurt.. this n that.. wadever shit it is.. i'm also getting it too k.. others too k, to be fair.. so dun think u are the one getting hurt too.. i just can't keep quiet to tis.. .. if my words hurt u in anyway.. be it right or wrong.. if somethings are said.. go have some reflection to it..

17 nov
go Bioskin for interview.. lolx.. lost in direction.. finally found it.. phew.. sweat.. with the help from HQ ppl.. fill in the particulars.. kana interview.. n woot! confirm on the spot.. i was like wow! sure not..? hahax.. coz during the interview.. the manager seems kinda strict de.. kept pinpointing my mistakes out mah.. zz.. oh manx.. b4 i get the job goona go for the training lor.. as a assistant beautician.. but had to pay $200 b4 training starts!.. zz.. abit of wondering here n there de.. coz u had to sustain wit the trainning till u passed n being confirmed the 2nd time which is 3 months later! to get back the $200.... unsafe eh.. if i get tis job.. i can't continue my studies le.. but well since i dun need to sign bond wit them.. y not give it a try to tis industry.. our age is all about learning.. ya.. so y not.?.. nth to lose..
went to cgm after tat.. still as great as ever.. hahax..
meet up with co after tat for supper..
hm sweet hm

18 nov
chc carnival!!.. too bad i can't make it due to job trial test.. not bad.. but abit nervous.. haahx.. gosh.

19 nov
slacking at home.. revised a lil for tml o lvl! FINAL PAPER !

20 nov
woot! finally finally! tis dae had arrived! i'm sure all o's peeps are waiting for this dae.. lolx.. we can't wait for it to pass the dae!!.. it's the FINAL PAPER for the BIG O'S.. n a stupid one.. juz a 1 hr paper.. mcq sumore.. can't they juz make it on the 10th.. easier for mi n others too.. zz.. tmd.. opps! =X

21 nov
went to Bioskin HQ again.. $ stuff.. zz.. n oso collecting my document..
meet up wit bing n elaine after tat.. some chit chatting abt tis industry..
suppose to meet up wit ling to teng's chalet..
but ended up in loyang wit bing n elaine n a new fren called jacky.. a driver..
paiseh eh teng..

22 nov
wake up late.. nth to eat.. juz nice mom brought a gigantic pear ytd.. tot i could be my brkfst cum lunch.. lol.. well.. sumthing went wrong.. stomach's upset.. sob.. think tat pear is the cause of it.. u evil pear.. =\
can't make it to teng's chalet day 2 again.. MY APOLOGIES!..

23 nov
my relatives finally leaves sg to home.. sweat.. hahax.. but miss them eh althou they're quite noisy la..
quarrel wit mum.. duno for wad too.. she started it.. zz.. can't stand her..

24 nov
sch prom nite! nv go too.. coz it's held in sch!.. manxx.. hell no..
fren intro tis show called full house to mi.. it's nice! no doubt..
acted by rain! n song hye jung.. aww.. nice nice..

25 nov
quarrel quarrel quarrel again.. im really getting extreme freaky over tis.. how i wish i can chose my parents..

26 nov
COLD WAR.. i'm freezing to dead.. lolx.. well.. get used to it.. but i rather tis than a HOT WAR!. lol..

27 nov
amore facial.. fancl products.. spend over 500 todae.. woot! shiok manx.. spend easy.. earn hard..

28 nov
home

29 nov
sign amore 2100 packages.. went vivo wit bing n yi.. woot! happy! long long time din go shopping tgt le..
till late night time.. meet up wit elaine.. ting.. n tracy.. my other sis.. was distured by those "uncle".. noisy ar they.. kept wanting to tok to us.. then we changed venue.. after some time.. police came mah.. zz.. kana note down name.. long time din kana le eh.. lolx.. everytime wit sis they all then kana.. hahax..

30 nov
end of month.. resting at home.. nth much..

2007-01-11T23:41:00.000+08:00

lolx.. hey peeeeeeeeppppppppsss... long long long time nv come n blog le.. being nag n nag for UPDATING my blog.. lolx.. pathetic eh.. well.. life has been UP n DOWN for me.. now.. here it is.. have a view on it.. for the month of october only.. to b con't...

6 - 9 oct
finally... FINALLY by all meanss... i've hand in the o'lvl art! i will nv.. NEVER! forget how much suffer it brings to me.. but thank God.. it's over.. wooT! n during the bad bad times for my o'lvl art.. those who offer their helping hand de.. really a BIG thank to u all.. w/o u all.. i couldn't have make it till the very last min.. thankx again..

10 - 17 oct
really in relax section.. mind went blank.. dun wanna think of anything stupid.. tat's all..

18 oct
sick.. nv go sch.. stunt at polyclinic.. the waiting time is so sucks.. went to fren's to collect gift's form mama chan as a childrens' day gift?.. lolx.. can u imagine receiving childrens' dae gift at the age of 17!? hahax.. tat's funny.. but well i believe every person has a kid in them too.. which is their past.. their habits from young.. n so HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY to ALL! lolx..

19 oct
guess wad!? it's o'lvl science pract TODAY! ya.. stupid.. practical shld n it shld be an enjoyable one.. but u noe?.. the atmosphere freak mi out.. zzz..

20 oct
it's fri todae.. oso the last day of sec sch life for mi.. nth much.. boring the whole day.. or can i sae everyone's nt in the mood to clb too?.. duno will our frens be contacting each other always?.. well.. i really dun hav an ans to tat.. as to wad i have been told.. frens do drift apart.. in n out.. so no point stucking down there.. move on..

21 oct
despite of the big o's coming.. my relatives are even bigger..! have been instructed by my mom to clean up my whole room as my relatives are coming to stay over for their holidaes.. damm.. waste 1 dae of studying lor.. sobx..

22 oct
it's a raining morning.. such a nice weather for a comfy slp lor.. due to slp late ytd nite.. relunctant to wake up lor.. n was welcome by my mom's screaming.. zzz wad a dae.. morning leh mama.. zz.. so the tired.. n have to entertain my lil cousin.. zz.. kidddddssss.... helpppppppp...!!!!

23 oct
bring the whole lot of my relatives to kusu island by penguin ship... lolx.. exciting eh.. haven't been there b4.. indeed a serene place to go to.. for pinic! lolx.. but normally chinese go there for offering to the deities.. but not me .. lol.. i'm juz being drag there.. lolx.. after spending the whole afternn at kusu.. we went to vivo city for our dinner.. n malu lor.. i didn't notice tat the kopitiam is divided into 2 big halves.. non halal n halal.. idiot.. i brought the food from non halal side to halal side n was stopped by the security! scare mi.. tot wad had happened.. in the end.. our family was split into half.. paiseh lor.. damm wad a stupid dae.. freak u to tat stupid security!

24 oct
duno wad malay festives occasion todae la.. all i noe it's a public hol.. suppose to go outing wit my relatives de.. but not in gd mood.. so ask a fren out n go vivo.. things go well until the time we were abt to go hm.. i didn't noe tat i have been ging u wrong ideals at the very beginning.. i'm sorry abt tat.. but 1 hand cannot clap.. tis is yr thinking.. i can't sae anything to it too.. hope u'll understand wad i mean.. we can n will juz be a very gd fren forever.. nth more ya.. supper wit fren end of dae..

25 oct
tired tired... dun feel like going out.. finally relatives had moved to other relatives hse.. peace again.. hahax.. i loved being at home all alone.. wad a carefree n peace life.. difficult people are like terrorists to mi..

26 oct
meet fren n go sch for preparation classes for o's.. some frens din come.. so fren n mi bring them their wrksht after class lor.. saw tis 2 frens walking tgt duno go where la.. dun wanna noe too.. lying mahh they.. sae wad duno one another at where.. pls la.. i nt blind.. wad's the lie for.. how much it weighs?.. freak..

27 oct
stunn @ home lor.. relax relax..

28 oct
go sch carnival cum openhouse to e public.. nth much.. donated $1

29/30 oct
home sweet home...

31 oct
rainy day.. suppose to get $ from dad de.. but can't get in contact wit him so get help fr fren.. tis fren of mine always there whenever i need help.. it's a bless to have a fren like her.. thankx wor.. rush to raffles for art n fancl thingy.. meet fren back to jp.. amore promotions thingy..

2006-10-05T18:36:00.000+08:00

25 sep
yipee! todae last paper for prelim! dnt students ended their paper last fri nor.. sob sobx.. nt fair art students still hab to go back todae juz for tat toopid 3hrs paper.. lolx! found out tat ALOT of them din even do their 5 a3 supporting for art nor.. i tot juz a few nia.. lolx.. ya true.. where gt time?.. o'level coursework cant complete le where gt time for prelim?.. zzzz... sianz.. after the art prelim.. was suppose to follow my fren's mum to salon de.. but.. kana put aeroplane mahs.. was cancelled n i din noe tat.. zz... nvm nvm.. kana put aeroplane quite a few times le.. yawn.. went back to sch for art coursework again nor.. art art art ART!!!.. gonna mad!

26 sep
thanks to the art students.. dnt students had their 1 dae brk ytd.. n lesson as usual TODAE!.. manx.. no brk for art students lor.. nt FAIR can!.. zz.. wad a boring dae..

27 sep
was sick sick sick in the morning.. n ta da! no sch for me again.. zz.. went to see doc.. kana flu mahs.. z.. after tat went jp stroll n get some stuff.. home sweet home..

28 sep
sianz..

29 sep
boring.. no focus test! whee~

30 sep/1 oct
slack slack slack......

2 oct
sch sch.. boring boring.. yawn

3 oct
had pe in da morning.. aww the haze is getting worse.. i could hardly breath.. helppp~~~

4 oct
damm fucking not in the mood todae lor.. freaking idiotssssssssssssssssss...... ARHHHHHHHHHHH

5 oct
no sch.. happy.. sick.. tired.. disgust.. so fake.. n FUCK OFF! zz
aww.. O's is coming nearer n NEARER!.. is so fucking tired.. be it physcologically or physically.. everyones' nt in the mood.. so juz stay peace.. zz.. oh God! T.T

2006-09-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

19 sep
YIPEE! finally finish my final art tracing!.. it took mi 3 daes of tracing!... mind u.. dinosaur skeleton ok.. trace till ki siao.. hahax!.. hmmx.. have geo n bio test nor.. same old difficult nehx.. geo.. always duno how to read the map.. bio.. lolx.. coz is after recess so get to catch up some notes nor.. hahax.. so after all the test thingy went to fren hse to rest rest then phew.. back to sch for art le~ *yawn*

20 sep
ahax! no sch todae for mieeeeeeee... coz i had drop chinese le.. ahahx! happy happy!.. slack at hm nor doing some light hmchores..

21 sep
aww.. having maths p2 todae.. seriously 2hrs30mins is nt enough nor.. =\ *sweat* hmmx.. as i'm nt a dnt students.. therefore can go hm early~~ whee.. eh.. nope eh.. was lure to go art.. lolx.. but at 1st dun intend to go de.. so din bring along the art stuff nor.. n so chit chat session.. lolx.. nice to hang ard wit them.. no stress.. hahax.. aww.. have a conflict wit fren.. my misunderstanding.. faster apologize of wad i can think of.. coz i dun wanna lose tis fren of mine.. duno y lose temper to my fren eh.. =\ bad me.. arbish myself..!

22 sep
stupid rite.. go back sch for juz 1 hr paper.. bio/chem mcq.. zz.. hmmx.. after tat went to taka wit frenx.. lolx.. some funny incident.. when we enter the bl mrt interchange we actually kana stop by the sercurity.. eh pls la. we juz a student.. wad do u think ? couldn't be we are bringing along the atomic bombs bahx?.. toopid.. those with bigger bags de.. y din u go n check on them?.. scarly cats.. blah =P.. wellx.. stop here.. hmmx.. while boarding the train.. saw tis cute little girl.. eh.. her eyes is so the very big can.. it occupy 50% of her face?.. think so bah.. super duper big pretty eyes.. hahax lil' naive girl.. hmmx.. tired during the journey.. but was entertain by tat lil' girl.. hmmx.. reach taka nt long after.. n went for our shopping.. having fun!.. whee~.. stroll here n there.. even enter branded shops to experience the rich tai tai lifestyle.. lolx.. n blah blah.. till b1.. wow! saw the large mooncake festival carnival!.. n b4 tat fren n i was intend to go for our lunch de.. but wahaha.. u noe?.. carnival?.. sample of foods??.. yup.. n most of all.. IT'S FREE!... LOLX!.. nt only it can fill our stomach.. save $ too ya.. lol!.. especially the 'eater palace' de 'OR NI' mooncake.. freaking dope can.. yum yum.. after tt we stroll to other diff stalls for our sampling of food.. but skip some eh.. some very 'gieow' means (stingy).. ya.. they keep their sample inside the stall want lor.. only when the customer are buying then they will take out the sample for them to try on it.. zz.. no wonder no/few customers for tat stall.. lolx.. do business must be generous like 'eater palace' mahs.. their serving of sample is triple of others k.. n their service is gd.. tat then is the key of opening a business mahs.. yup.. after tt we went back to 'eater palace' for our second serving of 'Or NI' mooncake.. LOL!.. fresh from oven de k.. yum yum.. okie okie.. head to our other destination.. hp shop.. hmmx.. kinda gd service wor.. coz normally those sales dun serve lil' teenager like us de.. but tat salesperson personally serve n gives us alot of helping here n there.. haax.. makes us kinda shy thou.. eh.. hp number pls?... lolx!.. k nah.. after tt went to a beauty shop called HABA?.. their products are kinda similar to fancl?.. but abit ex?.. hmmx.. taka eh.. famous for their brandy stuff.. hmmx.. came across tis particular interesting shop.. in short is of frangrances.. anything tat u cant think of, of having the frangrances in it.. u can find from tt shop!.. but they just offer 3 types of frangrances nia.. lavendar.. roses.. blue sea?.. yup.. im in love wit the hands lotion.. but it's costly for tat small lil' bottle.. mid 30++?.. aww... they have it for linen.. laundry washing.. n so on... aww.. really have a big sight of it.. woot.. yawn.. dun intend to go back for art le.. kinda tired de..
back hm.. arhhhh... bad bad news.. my old neighbour pass away le.. zz.. i still saw him ytd nia lor.. aww... ah gong rest in peace bahx.. hope u'll live well in another world n bless ur family too..

23 sep
...ytd nite gt a cal fr fren.. something bad happen to her.. zz.. i duno wad to sae.. but dun let the problem control u.. u control the problem.. get me?.. yupxx.. muz see wether worth it or nt.. take gd care ya.. =)

24 sep
aww.. was really touched by my cgl.. im speechless.. n zillion thanks to u.. really appreaciate it.. =)

2006-09-18T19:39:00.000+08:00

11 sep
yawn.. sianz.. sch sch norx.. fren din come.. sobx.. no fun de.. -.- .. gt art.. but din go.. gt prob nia.. zz.. go home.. on com.. msn can't sign in mahs.. check fr frens.. they kana too.. lolx! toopid msn.. think becoz is of tis date 911?.. ahhhhh.. terroist.. hahax.. 5yrs le lor.. of the 911 thingy.. zz.. my deepest regards to the casualty.. may ur soul r.i.p..

12 sep
was feverish.. no voice.. n so.. din go sch again.. ahhhhhh... i mus stop tis!... it was like a disease for nt going to sch.. it was passing everywhere.. ahhhhh.... nono!...... n thankx for the care n concern fr my goody buddy.. take care too ya!.. slacking the day off at hm.. =.=

13 sep
zzz... sianx mutiply 1000x... lolx! ya.. really.. i was sianx.. oh ya.. the previous post (10 sep) tat "person" is nt my admire nah.. but juz miss tat person.. lolx..hmmx.. sch as usual... super boring.. wanna slppp....n the day past like tortoise.. sch end.. whee... go fren hse bake sponge cake?.. hmmx.. or but rather see her mum do the chores?.. lolx.. in the meantime baking.. her mum actually make some weird drinks for me? not so so so bad la... hahax.. force to drink it... it's good for health anyway.. yax.. zz.. sob sob.. the outcome of tat sponge cake was nt successful eh.. aww.. but gt the taste nahx.. mus try try de mahx.. okie.. n off to art le~..

14 sep
ahhh... guess wad? im having my prelim practical exam todae!!.. i din study as usual.. lolx.. stunt lor.. some step of the pract i din even seen it b4 de nor.. duno izzit becoz of my adsence?.. lolx.. go fren hse rest rest.. phew go hm tat time rain rain mahs.. zzz... took a cab hm instead..tat timing was juz nt nice.. cant avoid tat toopid subcharge.. blah.. sad.. zz.. yawn.. internet kept offline for no reason mahs.. sian1/2 le nor..

15 sep
wad a wonderful dae to start off having brkfst wit frenn mum at delifrance brkfst buffet!.. nice food there.. hahax.. wanna treat them de.. but kana turn down.. aww.. yup it's true im still a student nw.. shldn't waste the $$.. haahx.. thanx wor!.. after tat went to toilet n woot! seeing ppl q-ing for ntuc to open mahss.. abt 9am? lolx.. those kiasu.. opps =X no nah.. they wanna get the freshy mahss.. yup.. we went in there too.. n i swear.. i din go into ntuc wit such early hrs!.. groceries were really fresh eh.. hahax.. after tat phew.. off to sch for our ss prelim.. haax.. on the way.. see tat ah hai mahs.. he's going hm?.. o.o" stunn.. ask him to join us lolx.. wait for teng to join us too.. whee.. n the 4 of us happily go sch tgt.. lolx.. get to revise much during the waiting time nor.. n heng.. the merger tat im always studying.. came out w/o doubt.. lol!.. get to write much of it.. hope i will get at least a pass?.. aww... oh God.. geez.. ringgg... home time.. rain rain mahs.. heng gt fren shelter.. hahax.. thanx so much!.. went hm rest rest n get stuff n tat to art again.. yax.. ART again... sianx.. rushing my final le.. whee~~!!.. hungry nia.. n it's late.. canteen close le.. oreder mac delivery mahs.. haax funny! yum yum.. chit chat session wit fren too.. learn something.. "every pictures tells a story.." yupx.. figure out yrself..

16 sep
brought brkfst for my frenss.. but is mum pay for it de nah.. her treat wor.. wow.. when did she become so generous huh?.. lolx.. but thks mum.. thou u wont get to see my blog de.. hahax.. took cab to sch ya.. again.. wit fren.. her treat eh.. lolx.. wad a blessful dae huh?.. not so really lor.. here come my story.. after having the brkfst.. go back for our art nor.. then i felt something missing eh.. but din bother much.. till after an hour later?.. i wanna go buy drink.. TADAH!... i realised i actually left my wallet at canteen!.. sweat!! rush to canteen (w/o hope) n there wasn't a sign of my wallet!!.. ahhhh... panic panic.. my 80+ will gone for sure... coz besides my sch pupils.. ther was other sch joining us for the sports carnival?.. dammm.. zz... uncle aunty all din see it too mah.. duno wad are their eyes for?.. zz.. duno y kind of giving up hope lor.. coz it's like mission impossible to get back yr lost wallet de lor.. zz.. get accompany by ms ang to make report nor.. phew.. on the way.. ask the white shirt supervisor.. "wad name?"... "it's over wit mr sim" ... my eyes gilter.. lolx..cool manx.. juz a few short conversation.. i get back my wallet fr mr sim.. ahahax.. phew.. wad a dae.. nearly gt a heartattack.. i rarely seldom.. or nv so boh boh de lor.. zzz.. will be extra careful nxt time..

17 sep
shld be my east coast outing todae de.. but due to the raining at my area.. kind of sianz nor.. duno will it be raining over east coast too?.. zz.. dun feel like going le.. after helping mum to cook 3 large pot of fried beehoon/noodles/rice im left alone in the hse le.. sad.. go slp slp norx.. yawn..

18 sep
my mouth ulcer has been wit me for more than a wk!.. damm.. i'll curse it manx.. ya u.. damm.. zzz... giv me the healing God!.. ahhh...

2006-09-09T17:12:00.000+08:00

28 aug
zzz.. mondae blues.. -.-" came to sch wit a heavy mood.. mock tests blah blah.. zz.. hmmx bio.. eng.. maths.. recess..assembly..pc.. cme..chi.. lolx! geo mock tests was cancel! lolx.. really come true sia.. coz i still rmb.. there was once gt test.. but we really din wan it lor.. tired mahs.. then pray pray.. O.O really canceled leh!! power.. hahax.. hmmx.. was suggesting some ideals to tcher's dae celebration for our lovely mama chan.. lolx.. coz last yr in sec sch le.. dun wanna had regrets.. mux really do a good one.. n our main aim.. mama chan's touched tears!!.. lolx.. bad us.. well.. ended the dae at my fren hse..

29 aug
eng prelim!! aww.. was so the tired.. but kept forcing myself to focus!! damm.. i hate tests/exams.. it's killing our brain cells.. lolx.. afterall nt bad la.. heex.. fh..

30 aug
whee! sch end 12.10pm todae! due to tcher's day dinner.. hahax.. but lesson still as usual nah.. zz.. blah blah.. nagging nagging.. slp slp.. oh ya.. the class folding roses for mama chan.. n woot! a fren of mine volunteer to bake cakes n cookies.. really thanx.. coz i hope tat the gift we give to mama chan can be all handmade!.. tat will be more sincere n it'll lower the budget.. coz u noe la.. $ nt enough.. besides all those.. decorations.. foodie.. handmade gift.. all need $$.. some of us even fork out our own $ as cls fund nt enough lor.. nvm.. lucky still had a grp of supporting frens.. those din even help.. shame on u!.. din help.. but enjoy based on other peoples hardwork.. ok.. sch end... soooo lucky!.. kana caught by our chem tcher.. some naggings due to nt going for her wonderful class ytd.. well some din go too.. but they managed to escaped.. damm.. ok.. after tat all rush hm for preparations for tml!.. wah.. rush all the way to boon lay wit fren to get some stuff from my hm n the shopping centre near my hse.. makan at the hong kong eating hse.. we order the s'pore fried rice.. n sweet n sour pork?.. we order the smallest from the menu.. but when the serving came.. both of us stunn.. so much food!.. aww.. think is becoz i knew the aunties there.. they gib us bonus serving.. lolx.. yum yum..after finish gobbling up the food.. rush to jp.. for the decorations of classroom stuff!.. we're searching up up n down.. left to right.. for the coloured crepe papers!! damm.. until we decided to give up.. on the way to counter.. my fren actually spotted it! n the stupid corner.. i dun think people can notice it nor.. zz.. lolx.. well well.... rush down to B1 to ntuc to get our agar agar stuff.. again.. we can't find something.. the pandan leaves!!!.. zzz... panic.. to then we notice there's another corner we forgotten to go to.. n ta da!.. we found it!!.. zz.. after getting all the stuff rush to fren hse to get work started!.. we spent more than 4hrs doing the shopping mahs.. zz.. tired.. quickly do the agar agar since fren's mum was helping.. woot! we managed to do all 60 agar agar cups in 30mins! thanx aunty!.. it's oredi 5pm+ by then.. faster rush to do decorations.. aww.. abit brain stuck.. lolx.. drag to abt 7pm+ went hm walking under the drizzling weather.. cold cold.. ~.~.. went home.. drag time to going 9pm then can bath lor.. coz mum was using the bathroom.. she very fussy de reach hm then need to bath le.. if u get in her way.. u'll b nag till death .. wad the.. zz.. tired.. by the mean time.. call fren to check on the progress of the preparations lor.. bath n to dreamland.. phew* wad a buzy rushy dae..

31 aug
ringgggg... 4.30am.. can u imaging i had to wake up at tat time.. no choice.. had to go down to fren's hse early to help her wit the agar.. n something struck my mind.. the crepe paper folding is nt enough! we still lack of four rows.. n folding one takes abt 7 to 10mins! the time is 6.30.. n we had to be in sch at 6.45! aww.. time is running up!.. we really rush n rush... zzz.. feel like crazy.. went to drink stall.. no place to put our stuff mahs!.. people had order the place le.. but lucky.. the aunty are good enough to squeeze some place for us for our agar agar.. phew.. rush to classrm.. we are late!! arrrrrrr... went up.. stunn.. the door is locked!!! wad the.. lucky the cleaner arrived nt long we reach the classrm.. we quickly get organised n deco the classroom.. class spirit.. everyone was helping.. except some nia la.. think coz nth they can do thou.. lolx.. we almost forget the time for assemble.. n kana tick off by the principal.. aww.. spoiled the dae man.. i really dun wan tis to happen!!.. lucky our mama chan's mood din really get affected to it.. heng heng.. if nt everything is wasted.. 'take them away' said by the principal.. he tot he's mighty.. but we see him as monkey.. we still can laugh after wad he said.. duno mayb his voice bahx.. lolx.. we dun gib a damm too.. wad we care is our tcher's mood.. yupx.. back to clsrm.. oh ya coz the walkaton was canceled due to bad weather.. yupx.. funny.. we decided to walk ard the sch to gib our graditude to the other teachers.. think is the 1st time doing this nors.. really a memorable one.. back class.. i found tat there's still some left over deco thingy.. n ta da! ideals came.. n quickly get help from the class to help with the final touch up.. n teng n i rush down to canteen to get our thingy b4 mama chan arrived for her lesson.. back class again.. phew.. we're fast.. n WOW! the classrm had transform to kinda like a lounge.. the lightnings.. damm like it manx!.. had a mini party in class.. hahax.. after all those wishing n touching speech by us.. mama chan really drop down her touching tears.. we did it 5n2! find it all worthwhile..lolxx.. united is strength ya.. heex.. after recess.. art.. something bad happen to me.. damm.. was insulted by the art tcher.. zz.. i duno y is she so angry.. but wad i noe.. dun hav the need to insult mi infront of the whole class bahx?.. wad did i did so wrong till u had to giv mi tis type of fucking treatment.. my feeling..mood.. was totally messed up.. wad a terrible day.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... fh

1 sep
yawn.. slp till 1 in the afternoon.. duno y can slp till so late.. lolx.. mayb din really slp well tis few buzy dae.. wells.. was going out wit fren's mum at 1st de.. but due to some reason.. cancel le.. nvm. but still i had to go down to jp to pay bills n settle some internet stuff.. after tat.. down to circular rd to get some stuff for my mum.. aww.. the shop had moved.. damm.. lucky i've bring along the name card.. heng they got another branch located at united sq.. rush down there.. get to stuff n phew.. back hm.. it took mi an hr to travel bk hm.. yawn.. sianx.. sometimes it's really nice to travel alone ard.. no limitations.. haax..

2 sep
wells.. i was late late late for abt 2 hrs from the actual meeting time wit my fren.. another fren of mine got into trouble.. duno y too.. but i had to travel down to sun plaza to deliver $ to her.. zz.. therefore the delay of time.. awwwwwwwww... really paiseh paiseh!!.. really feel bad abt it.. aww.. argh.. ok.. nvm.. settled dwn the feelings.. hmmx.. had my brkfst/lunch at spinelli @ heeren.. juz a slice of blueberry cheesecake n coffee latte cost mi $10 wit some coin cents change.. see some funny chap over there.. lolx.. n due to the shortage of time.. cant really enjoy the aroma of the coffee long.. headed down to cineleisure.. had some jokes n crap ard.. lolx.. went to kpool n book for an hr.. woot! im addicted to the game.. lolx.. well after tat rush down to expo n fren went hm.. lolx.. met a chc fren at tanah merah int... chatted to the way to expo.. long time no see le.. lolx.. he slim down le wor.. he commented tat i look more like a student now.. zz.. duno izzit i wear the student style clothing or wad.. lolx.. i love chionging lor.. how can i be look like a student out of sch hours? LOL.. i din sae much.. juz smiled back.. walk wit him to hall 8.. n funny.. he lead mi fr kinda secret entrance used by chc stuff lor.. aww so paiseh.. nt long i arrived.. svc starts.. was abt how to handle yr financial yup.. n found a quote quite funny..it says.. 'stupid ppl spent their money once they got it' ...great svc as usual.. but.. kept being distured by the usher.. asking abt seats nia mah.. wells.. nvm.. think is a newbie.. after svc went to bedok to have wanton mee wit fren.. after tat back to expo again.. fellowship ya.. sianx.. went hm quite early too.. oh ya.. everyone pls pray for past kong n sun's baby dayan!! he's really really sick.. aww.. fever up to 40 degree constantly for more than a wk!.. oh God bless baby dayan for his full recovery asap!..

3 sep
whee!!... todae is my sister gathering n spa day for us!!. the whole wk im looking forward to tis! meet my sisters abt 8am+ at habourfront for some light brkfst b4 we go to sentosa for our spa indulgence treats!aww.. mind u.. i dun need to pay a single cents! but had to treat them meals nah.. lolx!.. as they are working now.. they pay more.. lolx! fair fair.. arrived abt 10+at the spa botanica @ The Sentosa Resort & Spa.. shower n dress to the spa suit.. we went for their signature treament.. the galaxy steam bath n massage.. n after is the mud pool treatment.. duno wad is the name le lolx.... it's so relax tat i almost gone into a deep slp while doing the massage..was awaken by the therapists..paiseh manx!lolx.. we spent abt 4 hrs there nor.. of coz it cost alot too.. but is paid by my working sis.. poor she..but she noe the stuff there.. so gt a 10% off the bill but still a 4 figured payment.. no less..lolx! really enjoy alot lot.. confirm going again.. aww.. how i wish i can stay there having spa everyday!.. yaya.. in yr dreamland la gal.. lolx.. =X.. ok.. after tat we headed off to Steword's Riverboat for our lunch brk.. nt cheap oso k.. juz the 4 of us.. cost nearly 200 bucks!.. haahx it's ok... i still get the advantages anyway.. lol!.. =P after tat.. went stroll stroll ard sentosa.. had some chit chat with my sis they all.. really miss them lotsa.. sobx T.T.. but nvm.. will catch up wit each other sooner or later de.. as long we have the heart.. no matter how far we are.. we will still feel tat we are near.. in heart.. ^-^ ... after tat.. we took cab hm.. as it's getting late.. had to go back to sch tml n they have work the nxt day too.. leaving is heartache.. nobody wants it.. till we meet again gals!!! heart u all!!..

4 sep
yawn.. crawled out of bed like a moron.. wad the hell is this.. it's SCH HOLIDAES! n i had to wake up like normal sch daes.. n juz to go sch for mock exam!? zz.. cant i juz slppppppppp... zz.. after the spa ytd.. i slp like nv b4.. is juz so smooth n easy to get to slp.... yawn.. ok enough of complaining.. drag to get bath n change.. n phew off to sch taking cab again.. zzzzzzzz... going to broke sooner or later if tis carry on.. coz tat stupid fucking cab fare had gone up.. doubled! MANX!... zzzzzzz... in a empty stomach taking tat toopid mock exam.. funny.. i din noe there's mock exam todae nor.. duno wad sub too.. till i heard fr my frens.. lolx.. i mux be slping in sch alot.. yawn.. mux buck up gal!!.. arbish~!!.. haax.. after tat went to jp n had brkfst wit fren.. yum yum.. long time din hav mac brkfst le.. there's oso other sch students ard nor.. think their sch oso hav the toopid mock exams.. zzz.. lolx.. okiex.. nt long after.. fren go off to meet her laogong.. lolx.. sweet eh.. haax... but tat guy very idiot.. lolx.. no mean.. n sianx.. went hm after buying some stuff...

5 sep
same timing as ytd.. having mock exam.. yaz.. again.. after tat.. went for art nor n had brkfst... zzz.. duno y.. i dun feel like going for art.. maybe is becoz of last thurs thingy?.. aiya.. dun care.. i go is for my art.. nt for her.. so... zzz... sianx lor.. doing the supporting studies again... others were starting their final le lor!!.. arh!!! God help mi!!.. give mi the wisdom!! give mi the abilities!.. ahhh.. n due to the n lvl we are off early.. n went to jp wit fren.. lolx.. fun fun.. crap ard as usual.. duno y.. felt weird weird de.. ohx.. hao peng you lai le.. lolX!.. n i juz have my red tea milk bubble tea.. zz.. no wonder.. lalax.. stroll here n there de.. n went hm after tat.. tired tired =.=

6 sep
no mock exam todae!.. juz go for art.. zz.. heard tat the 4 of us can be released early to orchard n buy our art stuff.. get abt 100 bucks fr mum.. lolx.. n she did w/o nagging lor.. weird.. hahax.. mayb kana nag till physo le.. lolx!.. okie reach taka.. art fren.. aww.. i love tis shop alot.. it's a one-stop shop for everything tat related to art.. it's convenience for students taking art de nor.. zzz.. duno y so ma fan... art student had to buy their own art stuff lor.. n mind u.. art stuff nt cheap at all lor.. u hav to be filthy rich manx.. zz.. waste of $.. after tat went to makan.. ok lar nice food there.. it's oredi abt 6pm++ le.. had to go hm.. phew~

7 sep
damm.. had a stomach upset + cramp in the morning.. i tot i wont be going to sch le.. but.. after having the medicine.. everything went ok.. duno izzit bcoz of the puff thingy.. haaxx.. lalax.. went for art.. zz.. stroll here n there de.. n ta da!.. kana called out by ang mahs.. zz.. tot scolding again.. nope ehx.. is abt explanation n apology of last thurs incident.. why what this n tat de.. zz... i noe it's my fault too.. mayb too high tat dae le.. forget abt rules n regulations le.. hmmx.. nvm nah.. it's over.. but duno y i feel lighten in heart.. n duno y i was wepting when ang was doing the toking.. i juz bow dwn my head.. zz coz those few daes.. was heavily dragging myself to art.. hmmx.. thanx min! for speaking up for mi.. really appreciate it.. coz w/o tat.. i duno wad will happen nxt.. thanx again =) applause for u yax.. after tt.. doing the stapling of canvas to the wood nor.. zz.. it require 4 ppl doing it.. can u imaging hw difficult it was.. hahax.. but really had to thanx them.. my goody goody fren.. hahax.. phew.. time fly~ n thanx yin for the bready.. hahax.. tis gal.. always worry for my meals intake.. caring hor.. hahax.. im sure nxt time her hubby will be fed till bloated.. hey! it's a bless ok.. haax.. woot! 12pm reached.. n we are dismissed... duno y too.. n when seeing my others frens saying good bye to ang.. i feel i got the courage too.. hahax.. ended the dae wit a smile.. lighten in heart.. coz ppl can't live wit guilt..

8 sep
slacking at home..feeling sicky.. packing up my bedroom.. love cleaning up my bedroom alot.. lolx.. u'll feel satisfied.. =D

9 sep
dad's fren organise bbq.. n my family agree to go long ago le..so i have give svc a miss.. aww.. n a treat to movie too nor.. aww.. wasted.. but still feel so bless.. heex.. happy happy! =D n thanx to spe..

10 sep
lalalax.. here i am blogging todae's post.. it took mi 2 daes to blog the past more than 1 wk post lor.. zz.. LOLx.. tired ya.. hmmx.. tml is spe b'dae! here to wish u HAPPY B'DAE! n may all yr dreams come true.. May God Bless.. =D aww.. im missing sumone.. sumone deep in my heart deep in my memories.. sumone tat leave without a word.. T.T

2006-08-27T15:53:00.000+08:00

13 aug
hahax.. stunn at hm i suppose.. coz company my mum mahs.. she's going overseas to aust!.. tv bombbs.. must wait for abt 1 to 2 wks to watch it again.. zz.. sianx.. end of yr then buy new one mahhs.. dotx..

14 aug
hmmx.. still in dilemma wether to retake the chi o's not.. but.. outcome.. NO! lolx.. coz u still had to do all the chi assignment these n tat de.. hell no manx! i rather focus on other thingy n drop the burden.. fell lighter.. lolx.. well.. to those retaking again.. all the best wor! hmmx.. skip nite classes.. went to jp wit wt n sm to fiesta!! woohoo! great time wit them.. after tat went to buy those travel bathroom kit for mum.. n groceries.. went hm.. zz.. bad things happen.. fucking angry lor.. oredi so tired coming bk hm.. u fellows still gib mi troubs.. my sickening parents go repair the water heater when im nt ard mahs.. coz they noe when im at hm i wont allow them to repair things de.. nt coz im fussy or wad.. coz they'll make things worse! n ta da!.. their dreams come true.. the tap spoilt mahs.. it bcome water fountain when u on the tap.. zz.. bathing is the relax things i ever found in tis hse.. n nw u fellow go n make spoilt my bathing equipment! really damm it! argh.. still gt water la.. but zz.. the spray is small.. n mum was flying off tml.. n dad dun bother tis stuff de.. zz.. really suay.. if really gt choice.. i won't be living wit them.. no peace..

15 aug
mum fly off to aust le.. zz.. nth much happen in sch nah.. only untill sch off.. zz.. a fren of mine got into trouble.. zz.. tat guy.. physco.. devil corrupted.. zz.. i curse u on yr nxt reincarnation will be a gal.. n suffer the treatment u did to my fren.. zz.. back hm.. zz.. had to wash laundry.. boil water.. sweep.. mop floor.. -.- machiam im living alone.. my terrible dad.. zz dun bother to ask wether i makan liao nt wan ar.. zz..

16 aug
started the dae off tiredly.. zz.. due to last nite hmchores.. well well.. boring lesson eventually.. took a brk to toilet.. return back.. huh!! quarreling? who who??!! zz.. saw my 2 frens crying? *shake head* =\ misunderstandingsss... zz.. spoilt my n others mood too nor.. zz.. i duno wad to sae too.. forgive n forget bahx.. blah blah.. after sch company fren go jp relax relax.. had some snacks there.. hahax.. kept lame-ing ard.. go visit my sis at her salon.. buy her some snacks n oso go take the princess hours vcd as she promise to lend mi de mahss.. lolx.. muacks.. went eu yan sang buy cough syrup.. nt feeling well.. abit sore troat de.. funny.. the salesperson too enthusiastic liao..lolx! after tat went back sch for nite class nor.. back hm... mum called fr aust.. duno y heard her voice.. cry mahss.. zz.. headache..

17 aug
sick sick sick.. sad sad sad.. din go sch again.. =\ slack at hm.. haax.. thankx for those frens who send their regards.. appreciate it wor.. =) till nite.. dad suddenly so gd wor.. brought my fav bittergourd fish soup porridge.. duno y everytime after eating tat.. i feel so xin fu!.. haax.. seriously im in love with bittergourd! lolx! once again i feel recharge!..

18 aug
went back sch.. hmmx.. things seems getting better between both of my frens?.. gd gd! =D tat's the way mahs.. happy happy!!.. at least see some interaction between them.. if not.. zz.. *shake head*.. well.. went to fren hse between tat short nt short, long nt long the brk.. then back to sch.. focus test.. zz.. wanna slp can.. seriously nt getting enough of slp nwadaes.. =\ bad bad.. after tat.. went to pioneer mall wit fren n aunty n cute lil' gal.. lol.. tat time play a trick on tat lil' gal.. sae wad uncle over there(but actually no one nah) then act like im really toking n shaking hands wit tat "uncle" ..LOL! tat mei mei was stunned.. lol! ok.. went pioneer mall cut hair.. zz.. unsatisfied! machiam cut spoiled my cut nor.. damm.. zz.. after tat went shop shop at giant.. long time din like tat shop at hypermarket le.. haax.. hmmx.. opps.. was meeting my aother fren later on.. then abit rushy during the shopping de... sry ar.. hmmx.. meet another fren to jp.. buy bible.. hmmx.. happy! can see a holy seed growing on her.. can see she's desired for God's presences.. God bless u gal! =) went shop shop awhile n off we went back home~~

19 aug
hmmx.. morning go find my aunty.. blah blah.. then afternn went back hm rest while coz nite time was meeting a fren out for dinner n shop shop.. din go svc.. zz.. ta da! go bath n ready to set off le.. was meeting fren at 7pm++ at chinatown but end up wait till 8pm++ almost an hour! dotx.. lolx.. no fault.. coz svc end late.. hmmx.. at least she make the effort to go for svc wor.. hmmx.. was going to jing jing dessert hse for their yummy dessert de.. then find here n there.. smt nt right lehs.. i rmb the location de.. but no sight of jing jing! zz.. then went to tat particulate shop where i rmb jing jing desert hse use to be de.. omg! jing jing desert hse had moved out!.. no wonder la.. can't find it.. zz.. sad lor!.. business so gd.. moved out mahs.. nvm.. the shop owner invite us in to their restaurant.. we had some dessert.. free complimentry jelly n steam pau.. yum yum.. nt bad nah.. 1st time eat steamed pau wit pandan leaves.. the unique fragrance.. hmmx.. had some chit chat session.. n off we go to 'Da Sheng Hong Kong Pastry'.. tis shop is famous for their delicous puffs n tarts!! originated from hong kong! manx.. nice nice! saliva dripsss.. sad.. by the time we reach.. egg tart sold out le mahs.. couldn't blame coz is too nice to be left over.. sumore it's oredi 10pm++ le lehs.. shop closing.. well brought some other pastries.. cheap cheap nor.. definately worth to visit.. add is 36 Sago St S'pore 059027 Tel: 6224 6287 (chinatown mrt) after tat go stroll stroll ard other side of chinatown.. hahax.. lucky.. managed to take the last train hm..

20 aug
ringggg.. alarm clock 8.45am.. max.. tired nahs.. slp abt 1am+ nor n had to wake up so early.. no choice.. had to wash the laundry.. yawnn.. after all those washing.. quickly go bath as later got outing to sushi buffet! aww.. rush down bl interchange.. lucky im nt the latest!.. lolx.. okie.. headed down to lot 1.. walk walk here.. stroll stroll there de..funny.. im still half aslp.. zz.. damm hungry.. abt 1pm like tt went to the sushi buffet le lor.. at the meantime also waiting for 2 shaoye(young master) for their arrival.. zz.. we gals eat n eat lor.. lol! zz.. mayb becoz of the guava juice.. feel like vomitting lor.. went toilet.. n puke! zz.. stomach empty again.. hahax.. went shop shop alone to buy sweets nor.. a fren msg.. sae coming to join us wit his stead mahs.. hmmx.. mayb there's abit of misunderstandin bahs.. a fren of mine like nt happy.. lol.. lucky manage to calm her dwn.. nt long after.. tat 2 toopid shaoye come le.. lolx.. laughters n joy filled the air.. n of coz continue our buffet.. to 5pm! eat to hearts content eat to all worthwhile.. lolx.. we are eating for abt 4hrs lor!!!.. lolx.. youngsters can really eat alot wor.. hahax.. nt bad la the food there.. suki sushi right? hmmx.. well.. after tat couple arrived.. we are abt to foot our bills le.. to company them mahss.. lolx.. manx.. each person.. $18.80 lor!.. =\ nt cheap also.. n is after discount!.. lolx.. nvm.. once awhile mahss.. as long happy can le.. =).. after tat went to arcade.. play some games there.. lolx.. long time din go arcade le.. guai guai hor.. =X.. ok nahs.. after tat went to kpool.. book for 2 hrs there.. hmmx.. smt nt very gd happened after a fren n i went to toilet.. anw.. we are nt kids..nt like u.. we noe how to take care of ourselves de.. dun have the need to make a big fuss over it.. childish.. spoilt the dae too.. okie.. dun bother tat much.. take mrt hm.. it's oredi 8pm+ le.. zz my mum will arrived back to s'pore ard 9,10pm+ nor.. zz.. faster rush back hm.. do some cleaning up.. if nt tat mum of mine.. will nag mi die.. lol.. okie.. was happy for her return.. welcome home mummy!.. hard on me le hor.. =X lols.. some prasing for myself.. coz who can actually take care of themselves when parents nt ard for abt a week!.. well well.. ciaoz~

21 aug
wells.. tired.. coz slp abt 1am+ last nite.. company mum with her stuff to settle de.. zz.. lucky no extra classes todae! duno wad vip to sch nah.. lol! mum n dad no work lor.. so gd.. =\ went hm str8 after sch to company them lor..

22 aug
sianx.. parents at hm also nt a gd things.. always got quarrel here n there.. zz forget tat even u sick also mus wear yr toopid p.e attire mahs.. get nagging by tat elango.. zz.. n tis two fucking face looking mahs.. zz.. do yr warm up properly la.. see wad see.. later brk yr fucking bones.. zz.. at there stunn.. cant join them wit the netball.. aww.. my fav games.. okie.. nth on for the rest of the toopid daes..

23/24 aug
got a 2 daes mc.. woohoot! seldom get 2 daes mc de.. im really sick le.. z.. even the past few daes of happening.. nearly forget le.. tat's y im dragging the posting.. sry peeps.. coz of the medication.. zz..

25 aug
well starting of the dae.. juz abit of giddyness..until geo lesson.. zz.. tat sudave.. nag n nag n nag.. zz.. duno wad chilli she ate in the morning.. hot n spicy hurhur.. zz alot of frens also sick sick.. well mux get well soon wor!! drink more water.. had bio remedial after sch.. zz.. focus test..zz.. sianx..

26/27 aug
home cleaning!!.. blah blah.. take care all peeps..!! bye~

2006-08-12T18:43:00.000+08:00

31 july
was sick..din go sch.. =.=

1 aug
sch start from 7.25am todae.. man! wad a historical change man! tat old freak finally changed it.. heard becoz of complains then change de.. ahahx..go sch n stunn..prepared for 2.4 run de.. end up dun hab mahss.. lols.. alright then.. played my fav netball!.. seriously thru tis game.. can see the team spirit.. team spirit is impt.. it is nt all abt winning.. is abt interaction wit each others.. coz only fr tat unique communication.. u find the game interesting.. dun believe? try it! ^-^ ..

2 aug
goodae.. folding paper cranes as a blessing for our cancer fren.. zz.. others tchers din sae anything to it.. only until tat "noble" maths tcher of us.. gib a "nice" preaching on it.. wth.. who u think u fucking hell is.. to us.. u are just a molecule in the air.. anw.. we dun gib a damm to u.. only when u teach, u teach.. other than tat.. it is rubbish.. tat's how "good" u are to us.. btw typing how "good" u are in my blog.. is wasting my spaces n time.. but.. nvm.. is juz for others to see how gd u are.. lolx..

3 aug
lolx.. heard our folding of cranes has greatly exceed the expectation of 1000 cranes to 1111 cranes.. tat's a nice number.. it seems like it symbolise tat everyone's effort are juz for 1 wish.. tat is his recovery.. tat's y so coincidentally the num 1111..

4 aug
todae was hot like hell.. had bio class after sch lor.. follow by focus test till 3.45pm mahss.. =.= tired.. *yawn*

5 aug
went for training! hectic schedule.. 3 to 9-10pm+ lor.. zz

6 aug
the same training.. duno izzit becoz end too late ytd.. todae everyone mood nt right.. a guy same team as mine.. broken his leg mahhs.. was rush to hosp .. aww.. heard tat's a reshuffle of positions.. duno izzit was too tired or emotional to it.. actually went back wit some seniors.. since gt free rides.. =\ bad mi.. meet up wit mum after she got her hairdo.. lolx.. she curled her hair mahss.. funny! i couldn't stop teasing her.. ahahx.. ok nahx.. went to jp.. again!.. do buy mum travel stuff.. end up i brought the most!.. lolx!.. kana nag again.. really like the brown sling bag tat mum brought for mi de.. hehex.. done our shopping~.. n i left my mum wit the shopping bags to meet up wit my sis!.. lolx.. bad bad.. long time no see le wor.. really change alot as in appearances.. chio bu yi ge.. =D hahax.. but her attitude.. zz.. still abit nt change yet.. lol.. had dinner at food court wit her.. order black pepper chicken spaghetti.. damm.. nt nice de lor! i think i cooked better lor.. hmmx.. wnt back hm after tt le.. sian.. coz nxt dae still have sch arh!! damm..

7 aug
todae abit rushy of sch stuff.. coz national day was ard the corner le.. 3 daes no lesson!.. lols.. duno is gd or bad nah.. ahahx.. todae really high dao ki siao.. during cme lesson.. coz no tcher ard mahss.. lolx! really high wit siyin n yanling.. we are playing wit our ties mahss.. lolx! =\ sooyah din come to sch..sick.. if nt she'll high wit us too.. sianx.. high too much.. actually slp slp after tt.. lol..after sch still have evening class lor.. =\ until 6pm!.. =.=

8 aug
national day celebration!.. woot.. need to wear tat toopid red t-shirt.. the colour fade le lor.. zz.. was force to wear de.. ah hai.. ok nah.. did enjoy lar.. zz.. duno when kana gastric pain mahss.. =\ pain dao.. argh.. duno how to describe.. but thanx goodness gt yanling beside mi.. if nt i think i might faint off.. zz choy!.. went to have some hot milo n pau..n some tok tok.. at least it lessen the pain nah.. toopid.. duno where mr wong pop up fr ask us to leave the canteen mahss.. =\ .. went to field see match lor.. ok.. back to hall.. blah blah.. hm swt hm..

9 aug + 10 aug
wake up 6am! coz of the ndp stuff.. zz.. went to my cc to assemble.. things n stuff.. aww nervous lor.. tired too.. zz.. had brkfst wit the dance fellows.. n trainingss.. bo bian who ask i leave early on sun.. promised to go back early on wed lor.. had to finish everything by 12nn! n all the long long dong dong stuff till 7pm+? zz.. went back to cc.. bath n tidy up the stuff nor.. zz.. 1 bitch duno she gt eyes anot.. i was under the metal drawer.. dun tel mi she cant sees it.. duno izzit purposely or wad.. muz she pulled the drawer so hard eh.. so heng my hand go block it.. i swear tat pain is machiam yr hand is broken lor..of coz i cried la.. then tat guy tat bitch admired de.. actually come forward to help mi up n offer to massage my swollen hand? of coz i rejected la.. nan nu shou shou bu qing mahs.. juz then tat gal passby n murmur smt.. i understand abit of mouth language nah.. but duno wanna tel tat guy abt it since he's the co-leader? zz.. nvm.. forget it.. i dun wanna people quarrel becoz of mi too.. it's toopid.. =\ sadd.. after all those.. went down to east coast to meet up my good buddy.. really very paiseh eh.. i actually late for more than an hour!.. aww.. coz smt happen.. but i dun wanna sae it out.. i'm afraid i might lost control therefore.. keep quiet.. sry for making u guys worried.. hmmx.. really appreciate for all of u all company.. thou my mood nt tat gd tat dae.. u all still find ways to cheer mi up.. really a big thankx to u all.. went to put fire crackers.. lolx.. all those shooting noise really take away the sorrows lor.. after tat while waiting for someone fren to drive us hm n some chat chat nor.. zzz.. throw attitude again... zz.. cause someone nt feeling well.. aww.. toopid me.. really sry.. on the way hm.. things happen again.. aww.. really sry.. im too affected by previous stuff le.. sry sry.. went to other places.. blah blah.. n abt 6am reach hm the other dae.. oh my god.. i actually din sleep for 24hrs!.. i brk da record man! congrats to myself.. hahax.. went back hm rest for awhile n go bath n slppppppp to 6pm! lolx.. can dun slp for long hrs.. can oso slp for long hrs too.. super eh? lolx!

11 aug
ok.. nt a gd dae.. lost control.. tired.. physically n mentally.. oh ya.. gotta back chi o level results.. got a B3.. well im contented wit it.. but think gonna retake it again? shld giv myself a chance to try again.. hehex.. optimistic nahx..

12 aug
resting at hm.. abt sicky le.. zz T.T .. tv bomb mahss.. toopid.. sianx..

2006-07-30T21:23:00.000+08:00

28 july
alright.. nth happen todae.. lolx.. dun wanna bother too =D .. true.. was being told tat.. sometimes.. somethings.. dun need to bother too much de.. n i agree to a certain extent.. ahahx.. toopid.. still gt extra focus test seh.. damm waste my time..

29 july
..went out wit mum todae for shopping~~ aww.. she's going for overseas mah.. sobx.. left mi in sg.. mum u gd.. n really she's gd todae too.. lolx.. spent over 300+ bahx for our garment thingy.. wallets.. pizzahut treats.. n etc.. lolx.. fun n tired.. n 1 thingy we won't miss everytime on our shopping spree de is our quarreling!.. ahahx!.. duno is funny or angry.. zz.. mum juz like a kid.. -.- sometimes really cant tahan her.. but still enjoy it.. toopid.. love u mummy! muacksss <3

30 july
wake up abt 12nn todae.. due to late night slp tis morning!.. went to bed ard 4am! aww.. seriously can't slp well tis few daes.. i even sometimes heard sumone calling mi.. but there's isn't anyone ard.. izzit some illusion? or i'm too tired? or really i did heard it?.. zz.. kinda scary de.. heard ytd svc was great! aww.. i've missed it.. wad a waste lor.. it's abt manifestation.. oh ya.. ah xiu.. dun need to explain to mi le.. i'll found out myself.. ain't i great?.. save u the troubs..lolx.. God is Great! Amen. take care frens! buaiz!

2006-07-27T19:36:00.000+08:00

25 july
wells.. not a gd day.. things still nt solved yet.. troubled by it in all ways.. was abit drench on the way to sch early tis morning.. zz.. stupid.. dun have the habit to bring tat umbrella.. lolx.. deserve it lor.. quiet quiet all the way.. till.. listen to tis word.. "take care".. tis word is too strong for mi tat very moment.. i started going to burst out le.. zzz.. skip a lesson wit tengy.. really blessed to have a faithful fren like her.. yupx.. !)@(#*$&%^ wit her.. lolx.. ok feel better.. happily go back class after tat.. i rather skip tat lesson to calm myself dwn.. teng will noe tat.. heex.. okie.. came p.e.. smt bad happen to teng n yl.. scare mi.. mux take care wor the both of u 2.. hmmx.. went hm quite very late de.. hahax.. company a fren.. we face the same probs.. zz.. really.. very.. tired abt it.. zzzzzzzz....

26 july
zz.. was slping the 1st 3 lesson mahs.. bad me.. but cant help it thou.. im really tired.. physically n mentally.. how i wish i cant dig a hole of my own n buried myself so as to rest for a nice 10daes.. zz.. but the day was still long for mi.. remedial.. night classes.. till 5.45pm! wad a torture.. lolx.. but by faith.. im still bless wit some nice frens for some laughters.. thankx yah! *mieow* hehex.. hope things will get settled down sOOn!.. zz.. learnt tat 1 of my junior in sec 4 was suffering from cancer?.. aww.. be strong n have faith in yrself!.. God Bless You!.. hey peeps.. pray for his recovery k.. thkx.. see campus superstar along the way hm.. it's geraldine see! she's so tanned can.. aww.. really gt tat idol glow on her.. heex ^-^V think she's going back to sch bahx? recognise the uni.. anw.. all the best to u!

27 july
okie.. todae.. fine.. things are getting better? yupx.. n i pray it will get even better.. lolx.. mama chan has came back to sch fr 1 wk m-i-a.. aww.. miss her so much can.. n toh too! really miss her badly.. well.. duno wad to sae.. peeps.. again.. pray for mama chan! juz anything for goodness sake.. aww.. y so many things happen.. can it be a good one PLS! damm u devil!.. zz..
ok.. went jp.. company fren nor.. zz.. stupid things happened.. well i dun blame.. understandable.. ok end here..

take care all frens..

2006-07-24T18:52:00.000+08:00

21 july
Racial harmony day! was fun! hahax.. wear the kebaya? duno spell correctly anot.. lolx.. whole class was helping out wit the notice board.. gd gd.. class spirit~..

22 july
outing wit.. shiqi, irene, yanling, siyin n me.. too bad sooyah can't come.. had to company his injured hubby.. boy.. get well soon ya.. n pls grow up! .. ok.. the girls went yl hse to doll up till 2pm+? n off we go to city hall for prom nite clothing.. manx.. the price.. 3 figure ok.. toopid mi.. buy new shoe.. cause mi alot of trouble.. n to my buddy too.. sorry girls~.. kinda late.. rush to expo for svc.. svc was great.. thou sermon is abt marriage.. but i find it meaningful.. it's gives u the future preparations lor.. anw.. every sermon was a GREAT one.. had 2 newcomers.. yanling n siyin.. lols.. hope they enjoy the svc.. n hope the seeds had planted in them.. yup.. after svc went bedok makan.. damm carpark was packed.. round n round the carpark n found 1.. nice food there.. it'll b perfect if is air-conditional.. lolx.. zz.. blah blah.. left shiqi n me.. nt a gd day for mi.. had some misunderstanding wit a human beings.. well.. a bad one.. a bad day.. T.T .. wit shiqi go orchard.. watch movie.. pirates.. at 1am.. b4 tat went preview lounge.. nice scenery there.. after tat went for our movies!.. nice show.. movie ended around going to 4am.. went to a hongkong cuisine restaurant.. no choice.. it's the only 24-hrs makan places to go to.. spent abt 20bucks+ there.. yummy foodie there.. lols.. miss the last NR.. nvm.. fellowship with shiqi till ard 6am? n took the very first train for the very first time lor.. stupid.. it's sunday.. n so very early of that stupid morning the train was so packed!.. where they going eh.. stupid.. shiqi n me was so tired hoping for a seat lor.. by faith.. after a few stupid stop.. found 2 seats.. n zzzzz all the way till shiqi got off at je station.. reach hm abt 7.15am+? damm.. look like walking corpse.. reach hm got bath.. n slpppp.. till my damm mum waking mi up again.. zz.. she really like to fan ppl alot lor.. -.-" .. was kept being awaken n slp again awaken n slp again.. damm no gd slp at all lor.. zz.. how i wish im living alone.. carefree lives..

23 july
something not not gd happen.. shocking.. stunned.. mentally ill.. feel so disgust to it.. one phrase to describe.. "Cruel is the fact"..

24 july
din go sch todae.. was very bothered by ytd stuff.. HELP GOD! my energy is dying.. i need a BRK! i need YOUR grace! i need YOUR guidance! i couldn't see the way out! it's so so so DARK! HELPPPP!!!

2006-07-18T16:57:00.000+08:00

ahahx.. here to share some interesting article tat i hav read.. enjoy~

Mother knows best

BRIAN invited his mum over for dinner.
While watching him and his room-mate, Joey, his mum wondered if there was more between them than met the eye.
Brian said:"I assure you Joey and I are just room-mates."
About a week later, Joey said to Brian:"Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the beautiful silver gravy ladle. You don't suppose she took it, do you?"
Bian said:?Well, I doubt it, but I'll e-mail just to be sure."
He wrote:"Dear Mum: I'm not saying that you 'did' take the gravy ladle from the house; I'm not saying that you 'did not' take the gravy ladle. But the fact remains that one has been missing ever since you went here for dinner. Love, Brian."
Days later, his mother e-mailed back:"Dear Son: I'm not saying that you 'do' sleep with Joey. But the fact remains that if Joey is sleeping in her own bed, she would have found the gravy ladle by now. Love, Mom."

Lesson of the day: Never lie to your mother.
Lolx!

kukup trip

2006-07-09T19:50:00.000+08:00

24 to 25 june (kukup trip to msia)
ringgggg.... went off my alarm.. it's 5am.. wake up.. wash up.. dress up.. coz the gathering time is 7am!.. gosh duno which idiot plan the meeting time to be so early.. zz.. was still in tat sleepinging mood thou.. had brkfst at mac wit them.. n off to kukup~~.. along the way.. lame.. those aunties having their karaoke session on the coach bus mahss.. bth.. listen till fall aslp mahs.. lolx.. think is too much like the cradlesong.. tat's y.. went zzz... lolx! bad mi.. =X .. slp till interval time which is 12nn .. is nt comfortable slping in the coach.. mind u.. is juz tat im too slpy tat's y.. stunn for awhile n reach kukup le~ whee~ was welcome by the chalet owner.. n a pushcart to carry our lugguage all those.. funny~ haax.. wells.. had our lunch along the seaside.. aww.. nice scenery.. but too bad.. it's too sunny n we had to shift inside.. if not we'll be cooked.. lols.. imaging if it's at nite.. aww.. lovely~ =D .. wells after lunch will b free n easy period le... can do our own shopping time.. nth much to buy there la.. is juz to be there to experience the living culture there.. ate lots of local fruits as the weather.. damm hot.. dots.. mum brought lots of foodie lor.. lucky she.. gt 2 extra pairs of hands to help her carry her stuff.. which is dad n mi.. see how great we are.. lols.. ok enough of praising.. went back to our chalet.. eww~~.. saw something horrible.. the pathway... below is juz the sea! with no safety bar surrounding it lor!!!... daammm.. im really getting nervous every step moving forward lor.. zzz.. toopid mi.. zzz.. kids living there were like staring at me.. machiam im making a fool out of myself lor.. zzz.. i swear i wanna hide into a hole at tat very dot of time.. wad the hell.. i couldn't imaging tat there's still ppl who can still ride on their motor on tat hellish pathway! they muz b a freak!.. aww~ had a hard time reaching the chalet.. all thanks to the dragging tat i'm making lols.. mum was nagging mi like nuts can.. upon reaching the chlet.. i'm already feeling sicky le.. lols.. after some rest feeling ok le.. so no worry.. lols.. explore the chalet.. is so the big can.. can contain over 50+ ppls.. lucky mi.. my bedrm can overlook the seaview.. aww! so excited nehs.. there's also a very long long the balcony for u to sit down there watching the sunset~ romantic sia~~ ^.^ .. after pom pom.. had my karaoke session! finally is my turn! hahax! while the others were having their mahjong.. poker.. n lots of gambling games which i duno? lols.. mum was sad.. coz she duno gambling duno karaoke.. who ask her only practise on her nagging.. lols.. hahax.. lucky got those 38s juicy gossip wit her.. zz.. aunties....... haiz.. lols.. snack time.. got maid carry the food in de neh.. stunn.. o.o yummy~ fried bee hoon.. curry chicken.. wu xiang prawn craker.. yong tau foo.. -.- does it sound like snack? it rather sound like a proper meals to mi lor.. -.-" zzz.. din eat much nah.. coz we'll b having bbq at 7.30pm! snack time was like 4 to 5pm? zzz.. really eat alot lor.. zzz.. weightgain i cry ar!.. lols.. after tat.. take a walk wit mum to explore the places there nor.. blah blah~ went back chalet.. pom pom.. after tt.. bbq start le! aww.. so much yummy yummy foody!!! aww.. had had a heavy meals lor.. bo bian.. the aunties there.. toooo generous le ar.. zz.. kept stuffing mi food.. -.- hai mi had to orce myself drink loads of herbal tea.. sobx.. was so bloated.. stunn.. company dad go buy fireworks.. aww.. buys loads of it.. crazy him.. lols.. the darky night wit the flash of fireworks is juz like giving lifes to the lonely lonely nitex.. is juz so beautiful to b describe by words.. the very last time watching the real fireworks.. was 2 yrs ago? aww.. u really can feel the flames touching on u nor.. is juz so near tat u can feel the heat.. aww.. nice things always ended so fast.. think is becoz of tat.. make us noe how to cherish it bahx.. wells.. after the fireworks.. my turn for 21pts! hahahax.. after the tough match which consist of losing n winning.. outcome.. i won double of my foundation.. LOL!.. at 1st wanna continue winning $ de.. but.. some thoughts came to my mind.. greediness is the silent killers.. u'll end up getting nth in the end.. is juz like a curse.. it'll kill yr emotion too.. aww.. so scary.. no wonder ppl sae.. the smart who dun gamble for real.. ok tat marks for the day.. happy wit my winnings too =D hehex.. slpt quite late too.. around 3am+ after pom pom mahss..
nxt dae..
was waken by my damm mum.. really lar.. i get so annoy by her.. she ownself wake up then drag ppl to do so wit her.. pls i slp really late lor.. n u are disturbing around 7am+... zzz... feel like slapping her.. she was like nagging n nagging.. couldn't u juz shut up!!.. arghhh.. bo bian.. wake up wit a really bad mood.. slamming the doors wherever i see one.. have my damm brkfst n throw everything on the sink.. n go back my bedrm n there goes the slamming of door again.. lols! everyone was like stunning lor.. lols!.. all thanks to my mum who make mi perform tis show.. zzzz.. manage to slp for a little while b4 heading back to s'pore.. had our early lunch n headed our way to duno wad temple.. tat has 108 incense burner!! omg.. tat's really lots lor.. went in to take a look.. manxx.. it's so smoky inside.. choky too? zzz.. wells.. after tat went to eat duno wad famous yong tau foo la.. demanded by those aunties.. kept delaying our returning time lor.. stupid.. blah blah.. finally reach custom.. n hm swt hm.. 2nd day of the trip wasn't the dae for mi.. really no mood.. all thanks to tat siao char bo tat irritate mi early in the morning.. zzz.. went hm bath n slpppp... coz nxt dae start sch le after june hols!!!.. toopid.. dun wanna tok to her..

pAst oNe wEeK...

2006-06-23T12:58:00.000+08:00

hmmx.. was watching youtube de show de.. but.. ah.. it's down for maintenance.. so i use the time being to blog down for the past 1 week happening.. hahax.. oh ya! had changed the blogskin.. thou tat doll look abit eerie but slowly get use to it ok?.. lolx.. ok here i start..

19 june
well well well... wake up around 6.50am early in the morning.. aww.. yawn.. no choice coz had to pay back 2 daes of lesson owe last wk to ms ang.. zz.. sianz lor.. imaging sit down there draw n draw paint n paint stun n stun from 9am to 3pm!!?? it's a waste of time to me can!.. wellz reached sch ard 8+ goin to 9.. 1st thing tat stun mi is.. art room haven open yet!!! wth.. couldn't b lor.. coz normally will b open a few mins b4hand de.. sianz.. then go find ms ang wit a fren lor.. if really no art tat dae i high ar! woohoo!! sumore take cab to sch mahss... scare late.. in the end! after 9am le still see ppl strolling in for art lesson lor! n they din get SCOLDING LOR! suay me.. always kana caught de.. not fair! really very de sianx.. at there slack n slack.. hahax but manage to come out smthing.. a painted seashell.. aww.. i'm satisfied wit it.. hahax.. then during brktime.. go out sch mit teng n take my new 512mb mmc for hp n it only cost $35!!!! it's so much cheaper from outside lor which cost abt $45+ like tt? aww.. im high im high!! lolx.. it can d/l more mp3 instead of tat 64mb mmc tat comes wit the phone de.. very limited space only lor.. hahax! sooooo happie! anw thanx teng! ok..after tt went back sch stun again.. go makan wit min as we have lots of brk time left.. not much food in the sch de T.T nvm.. force myself to eat noodlys from tat noodle stall which i dun really like it lor.. the food is juz so bad.. no choice mahs.. no other stall to choice le.. finish makan le.. go back con't the art lor.. blahs blahs.. pack our thingy around 2pm++ lor coz see others were sweeping the floor arranging the tables etc etc le mahs.. we din the same too... n realise it's still nt time yet.. hahax.. instead of waiting down there.. tried our luck ask ms ang can we go 1st?? yes...... she said.. lolx.. so on ar.. no no.. she still nag abit la.. blah blah.. ok *ciaoz.. went home rest awhile n packed my bedroom lor.. kinda messy de.. hahax.. ok next.....

20 june
hahax.. surpose to go sch todae de.. but lazy lazy.. then forget it le.. slp till abt 12nn.. lolx.. o.O daddy's at hm wor.. then noe tat he's on leave for the nxt 1 wk.. to relax hahax.. good.. at least gt sumone to company mi.. if nt i will b all alone in the hse toking to the walls.. cook tom yam noodles n some roast meat for lunch for dad n mi.. hahx.. yum yum! can sae my culinary skill is improving.. hahax.. coz if is last time.. whenever i cook for my dad.. he has lots of comments de lor.. but this time round he juz sae.. juz nice.. the roast meat is nt overcooked.. blah blah .. hahax.. after makaning.. had a small chat wit dad lor.. yupx.. at least he's the one in the hse tat could listen to my sorrows all those de.. if it were be my mum.. ya la.. everythingy oso ask mi dun bother la hackcare la.. all those negative comments lor.. really hate it.. machiam asking mi to live in my own world mehs.. dun really like to tok to her coz always end up quarreling instead.. ok wells.. after those small chat.. get changed.. n go shopping wit dad.. coz dad's bringing mi to his fren's so called my uncle de bdae dinner.. hahax.. dad's a sociable person tat's y gt so many frens.. think every wk will get to hear my dad asking mi wanna go for dinner? either is sometimes de wedding dinner.. or normal gathering dinner consist of 20 to 30+ ppl tat kind.. ya.. so i need not worry tat im lack of food.. lolx.. tat dinner end abt 12am -.- .. n i cant let my dad staying there any longer.. his fren were forcing him to drink drink.. mind u nt soft drink ok.. is wine/beer... zz dad's drinking alot le.. yet his fren.. zzz... but.. think think it's a bdae dinner anw.. happy happy mahs.. n so.. end up my slping time is 4am+!! wth..

21 june
well well wellssss... despite of slping sooo the late .. i manage to force myself to wake up and meet suat.. tab n shiqi for the day's outing!! needless to sae.. i was late again.. due to long destination to travel to.. hahax.. lucky they are nice ppl who dun nag till u can die can.. but.. i of coz got give them treats drink to seek for forgiveness~~ lols.. we have our lunch at jp n after tat we went to the nearby new library .. it's small i can sae.. lols.. but.. there's alot of function room inside wor.. so we like nobody business.. stroll round tat library.. interesting.. we found a karaoke room tat has ppl inside! uncles n aunties.. lols.. confirm lame.. 1 of the uncle still invite us in to take a look mahs.. how nice of him.. but thank you.. anw the price for the karaoke rm is juz 4hrs for $4.. starts from 5pm.. u can bring yr own disc too! lolx.. was abit bored strolling in there.. n so.. we change our destination to clementi eng wah cinema!!.. it was my 1st time there.. as heard it was cheap as $5 only!! aww.. wells.. brought our snack from the nearby 7-eleven.. as tat old cinema din sell foodie stuff de nor.. brought our tickets le n head to the theatre.. damm.. it's eerie can.. it's dim due to the lightnings n oso lots of snooky dark corners lor.. eww~.. we watched the movie called 'over the hedge'? quite nice la.. hahax.. cute too.. those small animal wanna explore wad was over the hedge.. the story carrys on.. blah.. after the movie.. take a stroll around tat area n fellowship at mac.. n off we went hm.. taking bus 99..

22 june
slack at home the whole dae.. dun feel like going out as i'm feeling tired.. *yawn*...

23 june
hmms.. went for vocal training.. which is singing classes la.. lolx.. from 11am to 3pm mahss.. damm.. sure boring rite? well no.. lols.. i went off at 1pm.. lucky dad approve.. he understanding eh.. he noes tat teens cant stay at a spot for long de.. lols.. thanks dad.. went for back massage at my aunt's salon.. it's for free! hahax! as she promise tat if i go kukup(msia) wit them.. wells go kukup nt i pay de why not rite? lolx.. aunt massage skill.. 1 word to describe.. pain ar!.. lolx.. as she said tat i feng si? dots.. so young then feng si.. blah blah blah .. there goes her nagging again.. no wonder it's for free.. coz i oso charge her free for nagging too mahs hor.. lols.. lame.. after tat meet dad again after his v.t.. to seafood restaurant.. he's treat.. hahax.. gosh.. he really likes seafood delicacies alot lor.. he's forgeting tat the nxt dae we'll be going wit aunt they all to kukup... n have seafood all dae long.. n he's still eating seafoody now!.. -.- duno him nahs.. went back hm after tat to pack the luggage...

so long nv blog le

2006-06-03T18:34:00.000+08:00

*knock knock* who's tat? hahax.. it's mi! so long nv blog le... muz be missing mi alot huh? =X lols....lame.. well...let me start wit ytd happy happenings! din go to sch ytd..kinda sicky de..n also becoz the boring lesson lah.. then go in msn lor.. chatted wit some of moi frensy.. knew a fren was sick wor.. aww.. company her to polyc.. tat time was abt going to 3? the polyc close at 4.30pm? aww! i haven get ready yet coz juz wake up nt long ago... faster had a quick pom then rush down taking cab to fetch my fren then to polyc.. reached there.. lucky no ppl de.. the procedure was short n sweet.. fren kana troat infection mahs.. aww.. muz take care k.. get well soon! after tat we headed our way to jp.. saw tis old lady again! omg.. weird po po.. she seems like tailing us lor.. coz while waiting to see the doc.. there were so many empty seats around.. but guess wad.. that weird po po actually sit beside us lor.. nvm..we changed our seats then.. guess wad! nt long later tat weird po po actually changed her seat too.. n is beside us again! omg!!! bth lor.. we changed our seat the 2nd time.. tis time round she din follow le.. if nt i really %$^&%&^$^ her de lor... -.- juz so weird of her.. okay stop tis weird po po thingy.. on the way... called my didi down to jp.. coz we'll be going to the dance camp later on.. fren went off to meet her darling.. juz nice my didi came.. stroll around jp for awhile.. buy some egg tarts from crystal jade kitchen.. nice food there.. but 1 thing i dun like is... their service attitude.. bad lor.. well after tat went b1 buy foody again.. n off we go n head our way to sch~~ 1st time having such a relaxed feeling when going to sch.. hahax.. having our yummy foody along the way to sch.. reach there.. see bala's car mahss.. bo bian.. didi n i u-turn our way to tour ard the buildings ard n found a playground which were cleaner? coz the previous few were loads with ants? eww... had some chit chat session.. went to buddy hse lend toilet then go off for dance camp le lor.. hahax volleyball oso havin the same day as dance.. feel weird la.. see so many unfamiliar faces lor.. juniors mahhs.. those rascal.. opps i mean.. junior.. better gib lesser troubles to miss pang nor.. if nt.. hehex.. i treat u all "nicely" during some dance training.. lolx! ok.. now came to the lameiest part.. the senior batch of gangs get so bored tat they stroll here n there, in n out of the sch lor.. -.- went to pioneer mall have a drink n some chit chat session again.. went back to sch.. hahax enjoying the cold breeze blown over u.. n wit some laughters from yr frens.. isn't tt great! hmmx.. went back sch stunn abit n left le nor.. hahax saw toh when leavin.. aww so miss her.. she's really a fantastic tcher nor.. duno y.. nice tcher cant sustained long in tis "nice" sch de.. think is becoz the stuff there were too "nice" liao nor.. ok.. had to stop if nt i duno will praise the sch till when.. hahax.. so qiao met teng outside the sch.. so good get long pang by her to interchange.. faster mahs.. lols.. duno izzit too long din get ride on bic le.. scream n scream can.. n it's oredi 12am++ le lor.. zzzz.. duno izzit my screaming or wad.. on the way.. popped out a big black dog off.. we stunn off.. lucky it din giv chase.. arbo.. lolx.. wellx.. safely reached hm ard 1am+ ? pretty late eh.. lolx! ok.. shall end the blog!.. zzzz.. shld have more detailed contents de.. but toopid mi.. anyhow click click.. del away some parts of it.. hahax.. sry peeps.. wow.. it's 1.25am now! got to slp le! bye! swt dreams! take care! gd nitexx!!!!!! *edited* maybe u were wondering y i said tat i ended the blog at 1.25am while the script indicated.. 6pm+? well... this is a save draft.. forget to post out mahss.. lolx.. okie..done my explanation.. bye~

juz nt mi!

2006-04-12T18:15:00.000+08:00

juz wad happen actually... i dun noe.. maybe i dun wanna to bother so much abt it... or maybe im running away? btw who really cares... who really noes... beats me... ya.. was wondering does it mean tat if u are kind to others.. will they treat u the same too... my conclusion.... no!! they juz take it for granted... they expect u to always be nice n good... once u fed up... n really blurt out or show out wad u are unhappy of... they'll ladel u with some unremarking reputation...i duno y.. im juz asking back of wad's belong to mi...n nth else.. is tat wrong too? cant they be more automatic...instead of mi asking n asking.. i dun like it too ok.. they are juz so dun have the initiative... n so wad's the point of being nice to them in the 1st place.. afterall they dun appreciate it! so wad's the point!... totally not myself this few daes.... having to bear the torture from the separation wit him n yet the conflict wit frens giv mi no peace.. juz wad's going wrong wit me! im juz so souless n wore out... n maybe 'u' shld concern n care more of yr surrounding frens n not always wanna get service from them.. they aint yr servant! instead of voicing out yr request to them....have u ever ask them wad they need? im sorry if my words or actions offended u.. as i said i dun wan 'this' to become a habit of yrs! if u wasnt my fren.. i dun think i'll have told u tat..

haf dae sch~

2006-03-21T13:00:00.000+08:00

hmmx.. again...same old thing...long time no blog le.. so since im free... here i come! hahax.. wells.. morning... 5.20am kana shock by my alarm... is so the loud! manx!.. early in the morning mahs.. scare mi... wells... then wake up n pom pom le lor... zzz... blah blah all those... set off to sch le.. take lift down.. walk along the path way to the staircase.. saw 1 suspicious drunken indian uncle mahs... when im getting nearer... he act like fall down mahs.. dui mahs! stunn mi..zzz lucky my reaction was fast... quickly turn off n walk other side... duno y nwadaes y so many weird weird de ppl... -.- zzz... use to it anyway... hahax... hmmx... walk towards the bustop... omg! no ppl again... means the bus had gone nt long ago... which means had to wait again lor... but u noe wad... the bus service here was suck! timing always nt on time de lor... freak man! zzz... no choice... hired a cab... no wanna be late to sch mah... u noe lar this sch... zzz... u late means u late... no excuse... cant sae yr stand too... hate tis man! anyway... last yr in tis sch le.. so... juz bear wit it! gonna miss the frens n tchers there! but nt the "black bird" pls.. freak to it.. hmmx...reach sch abt 6.40am bahx.. gosh! so earlyyyyyy!... go up to the gallery n chat chat wit fren nor.. yupx.. after tt was silent reading le lor.. then take national athem n pledge.. lesson starts le lor.. thou todae half dae sch nia.. still gt lesson mah! o level mahs.. so no choice.. 1st period is... bio.. do worksht all those blah blah... follow by chinese... free period~ woo hoo~!.. 1st time man.. thanks to the emd.. almost half of the sch was involved to it tat's y the half dae of sch.. after chin le was eng lor... do the comphre mahs... ok lars... was quite interesting de...whoot! bell ring.. can go home? nah nah nah... still have to stay for the recess mahs...wad the.. keeping us up for tat 25mins just for the recess!! manx! waste of time.. finally... 11am le.. go line up for the dismissal noh.. then go hm wit my frens..hahax.. all 4 stay at the same area mahs.. long time nv tgt go sch go hm le..kinda fun wit them de... laughters n jokes... hahax.. laugh our head off oso dun care... tat's us wad.. hahax! hmmx... reach hm le n now was typing this! manx! gonna go out soon! bye guys! or i'll be late! hahax! take care everyone!!!!!!!!

a new chapter

2006-02-27T10:43:00.000+08:00

whoo ooh... it seems i haven been updating for decades le..hahax kana nag for updating mahx... lolx! hmmx... nv will i forget tis date 14feb... a new chapter for mi... after 2 yrs of separation of torture.. we finally really finally be together le.. the feelings is kinda weird de... hahax... is juz like a new beginning for us... 2 yrs! imaging 2 yrs le!... lots of hardships...zzz... y we separate the last time? wellzzz... it's a long long story... haiz.. how i wish i could go for brainwash... so wont think of the saddening past... is like piercing thru my heart... the first 2 weeks of tis relationship has nv been good... quarrel n quarrel... coz of his past... but no choice... had to understand him mahs... yup... truth is always cruel... zzz... till tat time after the last quarrel... nv get msg from him for 2 daes! tot he muz be really angry to it... then i oso cool myself down.. n think wad really happen... n it happen to...everything is i start the quarrel de... throwing temper at him...blah blah... but he stills tok back nicely to mi...really regretted the quarreling.. make him so stress abt it...really sorry... i really didnt mean to... all i want is to understand u more... after reflecting my mistakes... send him an apology msg...no reply mah...cal him...hp off mah!! oh man! he mia again... really get very worried as times goes by... sleepless nite... kept thinking of ways to contact him... no use... zzzzz... msg my fren to ask abt him... around 2am+... really paiseh... n thankx for being there helping mi... comfort mi all those.. really had a brk down... until 10am+ heard a knock from the window... it's HIM! i nearly burst out crying when saw him.. he came n look for mi just to sae tat his hp kinda spoiled le so dun msg or call him for a few daes... n just went off... of coz i stopped him.. i wanna chat wit him more... chat chat... he sae something tat make mi freak to it again... ya... ask him go back to her... nearly quarrel again... but... he sae this to me... he juz wan to an an jing jing be with mi.. ask mi dun worry too much.. cry again... it really touches mi deep into the heart... it's hardly describe by words... suddenly felt the bond with him again... finally realised wad's wrong... is the trust.. security..wit him... haiz... finally things are getting better now for us... ^-^ just wanna be committed n had a peaceful relationship... nth can separate us apart..
take care frens~
[nth.can.separate.us.apart]

sch starts

2006-01-14T10:10:00.000+08:00

yawn~ tired nehx! hahax...so long nv update le.. it's been 2 wks since sch starts .. then kinda no time to online le.. hahax.. sch's fun! but.. cant play tat much le.. coz having my o's tis yr.. had to study more n play less.. yup..discipline is veh impt.. nth much happen during sch starts... u noe la... everydae go study wad to sae? sae abt my subject mehs? duhx duhx.. lol! wow! how time flies! going to be 17 tis yr le.. nearly to adulthood le.. every new year tat's always new things for u to explore so am i.. also a new dream to pursue... hahax! with end.. i hope tat tis yr n the yr ahead i'll be happy n healthy always.. success in everything i do.. n will my dreams come true.. so as to the peeps out there~ take care!!!

happy happy happy

2005-12-22T15:07:00.000+08:00

hey! here i come to blog again! wow wow wow!!! juz so many happenings around me..duno wad to start or sae..hahaz..really had to thank god for tis..
hmmz..going to end of the year soon..and soon another new year waiting for us to explore.. going thru life is nv easy.. so give ourselves some applause!! hahaz.. well well... on the 19th of dec tis year.. it was a very shit day to have.. noe wad!? it's the n'level result release day.. n tat's was wad every n'level candidate waiting for.. the environment of waiting inside the sch was suffocating.. everyone was like so tense up..n so am i.. thou i was still laughing away.. -.- really feel so stupid at tat moment.. yupx...gather in the hall.. sitting in index order.. i was 4 mahs.. die early lor.. index 1 had go...2...n...3... i prayed so hard like nv b4..until ..zzzz .."lishing" my tcher called... looking at her..stunned...my legs couldn't moved... was juz so afraid i might faint if i get my result.. "lishing, come n take yr result.." my tcher called mi the 2nd time.. very relunctantly n very heavy footstep to go over to the desk where my tcher is sitting at.. my heart is beating even stronger.. thinking had to face the reality sooner or later n gather my courage n prepared for the worst.. sitted down infront of where my tcher is.. "here's yr result" becoz im new n oso getting my n'level result for the very 1st time.. i didnt noe how to see it.. my tcher flash her smile n sae congrats! u had been promoted! .. i stare at my tcher n she had pointing to the 'promoted' wordings at my result slip.. i..i juz cant mention the feelings wit words.. was so sooooo overjoyed! i did it! i really did it! i burst into tears of joy! as i really din study much for this exam..juz so many things happen when im preparing for n'level.. really had to thank god.. mic give mi this student's prayer...this is how it sae 'Dear Lord, help me to always have a positve attitude, to study to the best of my abilities, and to always remember that your grace is sufficient to meet every challenge i may face' (student..copy this down..make it into a nice card..read it daily..it works..really!) had to thanks mic for this..it's juz a card anyway..but it means alot! lot!
had been playing alot after getting my results... had to play like nv b4..as for nxt yr.. i'll be studying n studying for o'level...no more fun! maybe a little of it... so i mus enjoy now! with ending..i wish all who had make it to sec 5 n everyone..all the best! n may all yr dreams come true.. n success in everything u do.. take care!

the holidae month

2005-11-29T13:10:00.000+08:00

ahahaz...yaz...it's been ages since i last blog...it has been an adventurous month for me i suppose... had go to 3 different jobs juz within the 1st 2 months of holidaes! think the 4th one will be coming soon... lol! everyday work n work... tired but good for mi... coz cant think of negative thingy within my mind... so everydae routine was...wake up then go work...back from work then go slp...so on... boring isnt it? ya.. depends ya..as long as u had a good mind set...other thing will go aside... positive thinking positive living ya? lol.. everything in life had a strategy to learn.. juz like working..
from the day i get my paid.. wow! was overjoyed! coz i couldnt wait to share the hapiness wit my family! if u got the feeling.. it shows how important the person meant to u! ya...its my family! n i finally gain the hardness of working... it takes days weeks n months to earn every single cents... but juz a flash to spent them all... aww! isnt tat unexplained... lol? n so..spent the money wisely!
aww!aww!aww! my holidae trip to msia was cancel! sad..cant see my baby cousin.. sob sob.. but its ok.. coz was bored at hm if didnt work... opps! izzit a syptoms of workaholic? lolz! coz nv work i'll feel very uneasy eh? dotx.. forget it..
but wait! i dun want to spent the hols juz for working! is there any suggestions! sianssssss... at home stun isnt a solution... help!
was planning for a gathering..but problems comes... coz all of them was like m-i-a..missing in action.. then very hard to contact them eh.. sumore duno they wan the gathering not.. haiz.. is juz so troublesome.. wellz but its worth it.. hahaz.. ok tat's all for the last 1 month happenings! take care n miss all of u guys! buaiz~

The Misery Week

2005-10-16T14:38:00.000+08:00

hmmz...seems tis week is another challenge for me to take...zzz...zzz...yup...him again...-.-" while i was trying hard to forget him...he seems to knew it...n pull my soul back...y.y.y.y..y??? on mondae...he ask mi out for a tok...it was...torturous...cruel is the fact...i cant believe wad he said is truth...really had a brkdwn...i felt so ...helpless...nuisance...n useless too...i cant help anything to it...u noe the pain of it?...i leave without letting him to explain it all...i dun wan another slash in my heart...it bleeds...really...
the whole night was a living hell for mi...i cant get into slp...was tossing here n there...thinking a solution to it...but it seems...i really cant help it...tis he had to settle it himself...all i noe is to pray tat everything is fine for him...
i went out everyday this week...from early in the morning to night...i couldn't think of staying at home...probably gone mad...life's short ya? y not go for the happy path...instead of torturing yrself...it would feel gd anyway isn't it?...
had an eye opener tis week...my dad bring mi to an old street at some corner of s'pore...those ppl were in old n torn clothings...hair's messy n some sort of beggers in the street...they were selling 2nd hand goods...n some stuff tat were thrown away by ppl...ya...tat's their life!...compare to mi...i was much much better than them...i had no worries for my 3 meals full...my comfort clothings were bundled...n had endless to spend...but wad make mi sour in heart is...despite of theirs beggers life...they seems content in life...there are still smile in their faces...tat was wad i'm ashamed of...my dad told mi this 'zhi zu zhang le' which means if u want everlasting happiness in life u had to be contented in things u do...becoz u are contented then u will find happiness...
had learnt a great lesson after every outing with my dad...sometimes we juz needs someone to tok to...then we can manage things out properly...
haas...found myself a job recommended by a fren...it's a factory job...zzz...seems to become robot when start to work...coz it's non-stop! until the 15mins brk then can had a rest...15mins...-.-" 5 mins for toilet brk...the rest of 10mins...can do wad? shoot bird oso nt enough la...zzz...after the long long hours of working...go home still needs to suffer again! cant slp...really cant...the pain...living hell man! zzz...dad & mum seems getting worried as i kept moaning in the middle of night -.-... cuts in the hands were everywhere...aww...pain! freak to it... intend to get another job since mum suggested to it ...learnt another lesson againz... hmmz...wellz... life's short... do wad im happy with... n contented is the main key now... nth could stop it!!! =P my way, my life! coz tat's mi~ *winks* hahaz...ok...end here~ take care all frens n miss u lotsa!....
[..[.be.contented.]..]

END OF N LEVEL

2005-10-08T08:49:00.000+08:00

yippeeeee!...finally finally....this is wad im waiting for...n level's over!...wellz...tis whole week was crazy over tis n's....thou was stress by it but still have laughter within my frens n me,in a sense bah...lolx...juz cant stop crapping when i was too high...haaz...yup...indeed a memory for all of us to remembered the day we had had together...hmmz....was wondering how they'll look after 10yrs or 20yrs later during some of the gathering...hahax...some may even level up to become dad or mum liao...n oso the guessing of each other by their looks...how fun eh...but tat is in another 10 or 20 yrs later bahx...
hmmz...since after this torturing n level...shld give myself a treat to relax le! haha..how great! was going to overseas...hohox! hmmz...but seems i wanna do something more meaningful instead of going overseas n laze around...any suggestion? hahaz...
zzzz....something happened ytd...dun wanna mention it too...zzzz....told this matter to some of my frenz n each give a different explanation?...omg! had to do a conclusion myself le...hate that feeling...like 2 chose 1 like tat...but both is yr fav...argh...haiz...sometimes i even wondered did i take the wrong step? why? what? this or so de... maybe tat's the element of growing up bah...? *conclusion in process* pray n pray...hope i'll be fine...
elements? yup...everything has its element to it...so called things are make up of many things...treat it seriously as bits of it counted too...
wellz...i'll end my post here...oh ya...i'll be only update my blog once every week...probably sat or sun...so take care my frens n miss ya!

Testimonial for end of year in sch

2005-10-02T16:26:00.000+08:00

here i come to blog again....was kinda buzy last week? hmmz...last week with my 4n2 le...coz all of us are taking our n level tml! zzz...really cant bear for the leaving but every story has different chapters to go on n mine is going to other chapter too...
wellz...last friday is the most meaningful lesson i had had in sch...full of physcology thinking n meaning...1st is mr yip told us abt the 'the best is yet to be' chim eh? which means the BEST still had another BEST of it...so continue to become the BEST of BEST? lolx...okok enough of this 'best' thingy... another lovely teacher of us, mrs choo! she shared with us of her past time...a very touching n a meaningful one... with end is abt thinking right...a story is make up of chapters...chapters are make up of living on n so created chapters?... everyone goes into different stages of life n makes a story in life...
let tok abt the testimonial i give to this sch...in this sch for 4 years...i had go thru thick n thin, in life...i believe the same goes to the others too... it is a memory to everyone when it come to an end of secondary sch life...n carries on till old till death...changes occur too as everyone grown up from childish to mature...maybe some haven change bah...lolx? hmmz...got to take this time to thankz my teachers especially miss jasmine tan n miss hilda toh they make a great impact in my sch life... miss tan is my sec 1 form teacher oso my cca T-I-C i joined the cca juz becoz of her to help her set up the cca...she's always like a big sis to me n nv fail to be there for me if i need her...in the cca she will always join in the activities with us n tok together in a big group n share our life being...n i've rmbeb our sch the only n only 1 sport day...b4 her leaving of sch...her wish is for us to get champion! all of us was like stunned >.<" but we by faith work hard together in training for the running...cheering teams...blah blah...hey guys~ still rmb our 'Oreo Cheer'? lolx! tat's was fun...with all those training we do our best on that only sport day n fulfil miss tan wishes...We GOT IT! all of us were rejoices but at the same time teary too...she's leaving...really leaving...=.... y all this happen to good teachers y nt the bad ones? does this prove tat the outside world is cruel in a sense tat everyone shld be bad in order to sustain in the society? doesn't it sound putting on a mask?... ok stop the saddening story...gonna cry soon...
hmmz miss toh...small built but her care n concern was so huge...she's more to fren to us rather than a teacher...she's always happily chirping around but has strict side when it comes to serious matter...she had been our form teacher for 2yrs...sec 3 n 4....no wonder we were so safe under her guardian...really wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to this both wonderful teacher...
not forgetting to thankz my friends too...they play apart too...without them a circle is nt a circle, a square is nt a square anymore...really glad to have them...thou nt everytime our friendship went smoothly but i hope tat our emotional dun destroy the relationship as it is nt easy to build it up...all i hope is everyone to be happy n cherish the time tat we had together....

hApPy oR sAd?

2005-09-24T10:40:00.000+08:00

hmmx...finally had time to post this very 1st posting...hmmz...how shld i start..? oh ya...muz thankz sooyah for helping mi to do this bloggy..coz im newbie mah..duno how to do..then ask her for help...hahaz...
wellz wellz...the day b4 ytd... finally told him all the misery n doubts of our past relationship...ya is a past...imagin i keep it till nw? zzz...coz i dun wan to have misunderstanding between us n soured everything i felt is a need to tell him the truth...it wouldnt be fair if i keep this to myself...
being lost contact for sometime...very hard to get his number eh...-.- finally thru 1 of my fren's fren get his number...duno y get his num le...still had doubts wether to cal him or not? funny eh...? so hard get his num yet duno wan to cal not... dun care le... juz gather my courage n sms him... meet him at 8pm... dui mah...reach the meeting point he wanna change time...alright then...juz waited there for his arrival...very long eh....see the time..ARH! he's late...duno where is he...sms him...no reply...cal him...HP OFF MAH! wahh... bth...cal my fren again to confirm wether izzit him not...dotz dotz...cause the num might be his...might be not...heartache liao...went back home...ya mah...going to reach hm le...he sms mi...where im i...quickly cal him...ya is him...relieved...he reach the meeting point le....then quickly rush down meet him...another relieved that he really at there...yup...then walk to our very 1st dating place...give him the letter...yupz...things are settled~ finally~! but there's something still in the knot for me la... haiz... maybe think too much le bah... nvm... see him happy...im happy too~
[_..[.m.e. to .y.o.u.].._]